[Penny for my thought ]

[Sunday, February 08, 2004]

Blogger,
Ahh I haven't updated in so long. I'm getting so bad at this. Thursday I didn't stay after to play Magic because Michele fails. Friday was a snow day. I watched lots of Witch Hunter Robin. Yesterday I had the sergery done. It was painful. I didn't get as numb as I should have from the novacane. My jaw ached all afternoon and still hurts, but my cheek and tongue were numb until this morning. I got lots of Darksteel things. See the LJ. Today I'm going to see the Burke Drama Club show The Other Side of the Curtain with Smashley. I'm sorry I don't have good entries anymore.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 7:51 AM

Blogger,
Holy shit, I'm going to college. I got the application for New Vision. I went to the seminar. It's going to be a huge sacrifice, lots of work, and TOTALLY worth it. I'm so stoked about this. Engineering is so much fun. Ah I'm excited. Wow. That's really all I have to say.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:44 PM

Blogger,
Yesterday sucked. I hate school. FIrst day back, and we got a ton of homework. I fucking hate people. I wore Smashley's glasses because I love her. I did all my homework last night. I was going to stay after and play Magic like I always do today, but last night I couldn't get in touch with my mom. It turns out that she never came home on Monday morning like she was going to. She ran off with that dirty scumbag Dennis she was with all summer. I never want to see her again. She wasn't there for me and Kevin and instead she was with some jerk. I hate him. I can't believe he touched my guitar. I hope they both smoke until they die. I seriously hope the whole fucking island burns down with them on it. I don't know how, but I've always known she'd leave me someday, and I was right. So I really don't want to talk about her anymore.
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Smashley let me borrow The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I read parts 1&2 just now. I love that book so much. It's even better the second time reading it, because I know what's going to happen. It's comforting to know what's going to happen. I have to say that the best books I've ever read, I read all in succession last year. They are:
1) The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
2) Go Ask Alice by Anonymous
3) Whale Talk by Chris Crutcher

They're all about teenagers facing difficulties in life. I liked them. Other books I really liked besides these three that weren't Magic: The Gathering novels were:
1) The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald
2) Catcher in the Rye by J. D. Salinger
3) To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee
4) The Giver by Lois Lowry
5) The Glass Menagerie by Tenassee Williams
6) The Outsiders by S. E. Hinton
7) Lucky Wander Boy by D. B. Weiss
8) Skellig by David Almond

Just thought I'd share those with you. There are more, I'm sure. I own all those books on the second list. I like to own great books.
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I realized today, while reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower, that I really do love Smashley. She's so great. I was just looking at a picture of her I have on my computer, and she's really beautiful. This morning when she came to my locker I kissed her, and I got this tingle through my entire body. It felt good. She makes me so happy.

The man who has a thousand books is wise. The man who reads a thousand books is insane.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 2:13 PM

Blogger,
This was the best weekend ever. Friday I had off, and I never did get to see Smashley. Saturday I went to her house at around 12:00. We chilled hard core, as Amy would say. She gave me the tour of her house, I met her awesome brother, and then we played air hockey. I murdered her, and she was all like "Yeah, well I rule at bowling." The she showed me her room, and we listened to her angry girl rock music. It's very catchy. Deceptacon by Le Tigre is a really good song. Later, we went bowling. I destroyed her, and fed her the words she spoke. I guess it turned her on, because I got a big kiss from it. We really need to just makeout for hours on end. I really want to have her over just to make out. I really really like this girl. It's scary. I really don't see anything wrong with us anymore. I want her to hang out on my birthday. That would be so great.
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Today I went to the Palisades with Amy. We saw The Big Bounce, she showed me her prom dress, and I got to go to The Lego Store. I'm so pumped, I have to go there and buy many many legos. It was a really good day. Amy and I talked about alot of things that have been on both of our minds for a while. I told her all about Ashley. She has to meet her now. I'm so excited, because everything is so good for me right now.

"God is an imaginary friend for grown-ups" -Morgan Freeman, The Big Bounce

Mood: So Happy :-)
Music: The Offspring - Hit That

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:21 PM

Blogger,

Luposlipaphobia: The fear of being persued by timberwolves around a kitchen table while wearing socks on a newly waxed floor.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 12:48 PM

Blogger,
I really just forget to write anymore. I don't even feel like doing it right now. There's no motivation anymore. It's sad really. Let's recap the week. Tuesday I was off. I studied Chemistry with Danielle and Melissa. Wednesday was a snow day, I just sat around and did nothing. Yesterday was the actual Chem test. It was really easy. Religion was before it, and I think I did good on that too. I came home afterwards. I went to bed early last night. I woke up at 6:30 this morning. I'm supposed to hang out with Amy and Greg and Smashley today. Amy and Greg are at his house, and they haven't called yet so I don't know what we're doing. I miss Smashley. I haven't seen her since Friday. Ug. Today is going by so slowly. I've been awake for eight hours, and I haven't done a single productive thing. I'm going to watch some Witch Hunter Robin. It's really good. Later.


You are Donatello...You are highly intelligent and
industrious, and considered the
"brains" of the operation. You're a
serious nerd, but you're still cool!


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Mood: Bored.
Music: Matchbox 20 - Long Day. how fitting.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 2:05 PM

Blogger,
Holy cow I haven't posted since Friday. Saturday was a nothing day. I don't think I even looked outside. We rented and watched Pirates of the Caribbean. Sunday Joey and Denders came over. We went to Winn and bought cards. Joey bought Soul Foundries. I bought Enders a Legions pack and a Day of the Dragons, then I bought him McDonalds. He owes me $10. We played alot of Magic, I won alot. We played three way, and Joey won because he's a loser and played Biorythym. I suckered them both. joey traded me a Wooded Foothills (worth $10) and Enders traded me his Chrome Mox (worth $25) for crap. I gave Dan my Quicksilver Fountain and Power Conduits to use with his Decree of Silence. I'm too nice to him, and now he's going to beat me. Darksteel comes out a week from Friday. Danny and I are going to split a box. It will be good.
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Today I took my Law and English midterms, both of which I don't think I did very good on. I hate school. I haven't spoken to Carolyn in ages. I miss her. I miss Ashley. I barely get to talk to her. I get the feeling this isn't working between us. That really scares me, because I really can't see myself with another girl. I'm going to be a lonely old man, I know it. *sigh* I'm going to bed.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:27 PM

Blogger,
Some sad depressing quizes and other things of the like:


You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your
wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame,
they burn with light and power and rebirth.
Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an
amazingly strong person. You survive, even
flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm
believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill
you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear
failure. You know that any mistake you make
will teach you more about yourself and allow
you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater
being. Because of this, you rarely make the
same mistake twice, and are not among the most
forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and
wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion,
and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you
were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or
maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality
and know that life is tough and the world is
cruel, and it takes strength and independence
to survive it. And independence is your
strongest point - you may care for others, and
even depend on them...but when it comes right
down to it, the only one you need is yourself.
Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on
a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your
wings to guide you.You are eternal and because
you have a strong sense of who and what you
are, no one can control your heart or mind, or
even really influence your thinking. A symbol
of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very
spiritual person with a serious mind - never
acting immature and harboring a superior
disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's
stupidity and tendency to want others to solve
their problems for them frustrates you
endlessly. Though you can be stubborn,
outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.

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That one was dead on.


Everyone remembers the 'faked-orgasm-in-a-deli'
sequence from your kind of movie When Harry Met
Sally. It seems that you're falling for a buddy
or have already fallen for them. Uh-oh. You're
probably caught between the possibility of
having a great relationship and wrecking the
one you have now. You know what they say, it's
better to regret something you did than
something you didn't do.

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I've never seen that movie.


You're a Creepy Bookworm!
You know where the guy that just looked at you from
across the room sleeps. You know what my
favorite color is. You know where your enemies
keep their prized posessions. You know
everything. How you know, we don't know. You
creep me out.

What kind of Crazy are you?
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I don't like that.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 7:34 PM

Blogger,
Oh what a horrible day this was. I had two midterms this morning: history and pre-calc. History was first, and I was very disappointed with myself. I studied for it for four hours yesterday with Danielle and Melissa, and I still did shitty on it. My DBQ sucked. I put in a lot of outside information, but it didn't feel right. I'm going to estimate that I got in the low 80's on it. Afterwards, I had math. That was a doozy. There were 25 questions, and we only had to answer 20. Now, keep in mind that I'm one of the smarter kids in the class and usually finish his tests in 5-10 minutes and get a 90 or better while the other kids need extra time after the bell. I barely finished 20 questions in the hour and a half we had, it was that hard. I'm going to have a talk with Fr. Byrnes about Mr. Padavano on Monday, because he's got to go. After the math test, I went to get my stuff and see Smashley. We went outside only to discover that the busses had already left. I love being stuck at school. Thankfully, Amy was still there and gave me and Mike Quinn a ride home. In an attempt to cheer myself up, I watched the first episode of Witch Hunter Robin. It was alright. I'm going to watch a few more and see it gets better. The characters are really cool. Robin is a pyrokinetic witch. Good stuff.
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I almost did something really stupid today, something I never would have forgiven myself for. Krista came over at around 2:00. We watched TV, and then went to download some old songs to feel nostalgic. Skipping ahead to the sin: I tried to kiss her. I leaned in to kiss her, and she didn't try to stop me, but then I realized what I was doing and I ran away and hid. I'm such a horrible person, really I am. I wish I had no emotions. It would be so much easier. Rather, I have an awful lot of them, and they're destroying me. I like Ashley, really I do. She's a genuinely good person. A little naive, but still a good person. She's young, so she gets some leeway. I don't want to take advantage of her innocence. I told Krista that we can't see eachother, at least not for a little while. It's for the better.
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Another thing that's been bothering me alot lately is the fact that I don't have any friends I can talk to. In all honesty, nobody cares what I'm feeling. Carolyn doesn't talk to me at all anymore, but I really don't blame her. She has enough problems. Amy is ignorant and biased; I can't talk to her without getting annoyed. She has a superiority complex. The only person who really cares is Melissa, but for some reason, I can never tell her anything. I don't have feelings for her like I used to, but it's still awkward to talk to her. If not for me writing in my Blogger, there would be no record of anything that happens with me. I don't tell anyone anything anymore. I'm starting to slip into depressed emo stephen mode again. I'll see you at the bottom.

Mood: Depressed.
Music: HIM - Right Here in my Arms

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 7:18 PM

Blogger,
Yesterday Smashley gave me my long overdue Christmas present. It was a Lego kit of the Bespin Cloudcar from Star Wars: The Empire Strikes Back. I bult it and flew it around all day. I had the second half of my anatomy midterm, also. It wasn't as easy as part one but I still think I did good on it. I missed Law seventh period because I went to a meeting for the New Vision program at Boces next year. I'm really enthusiastic about it. I stayed up until 12:30 last night watching TV. I watched Smallville, Angel, Chapelle's Show, and The Daily Show. I woke up at 10:00 this morning. Melissa came over at 12:00, and Danielle came over at 1:00. We studied history like whoa. I think we're ready for it tomorrow. I need to go over my own math notes later tonight, and I'm good for the test tomorrow. Cool sucker.

Mood: Ready.
Music: The Doors - The End

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 6:03 PM

Blogger,
First order of business: Announcements. Today I completely owned. I had such a good day. I had the first half of my anatomy midterm, and I did very well on it. It was 65 questions and we could omit five, and I didn't know only five. I won. Today was a Magic day. I had a feeling nobody would remember to stay after because of the day off and I was right. Only Chris Orengo and I played. We played five games, and I won three of them. Here's the play by play. The first game was his white life deck versus my red sligh deck. He used many Congregates, Opal Titans, Kismet, and walla galore. His high point was 89 life. I used Goblin Charbelcher, Tepheraderm, Tangarth, Talruum Hero, and Dragon Roost and kept his life below 100 for quite a while. Finally, with 10 cards left in my deck, I was able to use relentless assault with me 15 5/5 Dragon Tokens to bring him down after dealing him a whopping 150 damage, while he prevented 115 of it. Son of a bitch. The next game was alot easier, I had a third turn War Elemental thanks to a Seething Song and Kindle. Next turn I played two Firebolts, raising war Elemental to a 5/5, attacked, dealt 5 damage, made him a 10/10, and then next turn I Threatened his wall and layed the smack down right to him. Coincidentally, Marty, who was sitting right next to me playing Yu-Gi-Oh won at that same moment using a Dark Paladin/Jinzo combo. It was beautiful. The next game I lost out of lack of mana. I had 2 mana and lost in 12 turns. I'm proud I was able to stay alive that long, Especially against the black creature destroy deck he was using. We played Two more games in Mr. Debold's room after getting kicked out of the lab at 4:00. I won one, he won one. They weren't exciting or anything, so I'm not going to bother talking about them.
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In other news, there is no other news. I need a title for my Live Journal. I don't like calling it Penny For My Thought v2.0, because it's really not the same as this. I'm brainstorming. I'm thinking about starting to write more about politics now. Seeing as I'm almost of voting age, (although I won't be voting until the election of 2008. I'm actually getting more and more interested in politics. It's fascinating how badly people are running our country. I'm amazed by it. That's a rant for another day, however. I think I'll call the other blogger "The Untied Status Of America." Sounds good right? I bet it's taken, but whatever.
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On the social front, things are running very smoothly. There's still no word about how Carolyn is doing and if she's pregnant or not. I don't much talk to her anymore. I'm very enamored with Ashley. I mean I really, really like her. I get nervous before I talk to her. I'm slightly intimidated by her. Actually, it's the situation that's making me nervous and intimidated. There's so much pressure on me, the older guy. I'm her first serious relationship. I mean, she's been with other guys before, but I'm the first real boyfriend she's going to have. She's going to remember this for her entire life, and compare all future guys to me. That's kind of scary. I'm also brought to a certain degree of stress over her in the respect of "how far to go." I don't want to move things along to quickly in terms of what we do sexually because she is a younging. She's only 15 years old. I'm going to go slow, but not obviously avoid the thing entirely. I haven't been able to kiss her in school, not because she won't let me, but because I feel so much pressure about doing it. Everytime I'm walking with her and we see someone making out, she becomes visibly uncomfortable with it. I know she hates the teeny bopper cheerleaders and their jock boyfriends who make out in the halls between every class, and I don't want her to become what she hates in her mind. I'm not going to leave anything to chance when it comes to us. I really like her. Although she does have her flaws, I can deal with them. She's a genuinely good person, and I respect her for that. Bottom line: I really like her, and I think we can be together forever, or until I leave for college, as long as I don't do anything stupid.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 6:01 PM

Blogger,
I spent the day with my mom today. She came over at 1:00 and farted around like she usually does, making inappropriate comments and whatnot. We went to the mall at around 2:30. Kevin brought Ryan Smith along. We went to see Along Came Polly at the 3:15 show. It was alright, nothing spectacular, but not a waste of time either. It was a mediocre, typical romantic comedy. After the movie we went to Suncoast, and the money burning it's hole in my pocket got the best of me once again, and I bought something. I got the toy of Durge on a swoop bike from Star Wars: Clone Wars the cartoon. I really like the toy, so I was willing to buy it. It was $13.00. I had a $5 gift certificate, so it was only $8. Afterwards, we got rid of Ryan and went to eat at the food court. The whole time I was eating there was some weird, dirty looking guy all the way across the room, and he kept staring at me. I didn't look at him, but I knew he was staring. I caught his eye once, and immediately looked away. Seconds later, he was standing next to me. He dropped a ten dollar bill on the table next to me, and said "Here ya go, you look like a good kid. Have a nice day.", winked, and walked away. My mom decided he was crazy, Kevin decided I owed him $5. I on the other hand, saw it as something more. I, personally, am a big believer in Karma. I also believe that the eyes are the window to the soul. I don't think he was a bum. I think he was a part of something bigger, part of the great design of things, if you know what I mean. It was some kind of Karmic Justice methinks. I think I inadvertantly did a right somewhere for someone and totally didn't realize it. It must have been something very recent, though. Everything has to even out. In trying to think of what could have caused it, I came up with a few possible solutions, the most feasible would have to be Saturday. When I was in Kay Bee Toys, I saw the one G.I. Joe two-pack I knew everyone wanted. I picked it up, but I didn't buy it. Twenty minutes later, Danny Enders went and found it. He's not a frequent shopper like me, so it was a big chance for him. Maybe my leaving it there for him to get was the good deed. Everything else I've done has been compensated for. I made Meghan so sad by going out with Ashley; she was in agony over it. On Saturday, after the movie, when I kissed Smashley, I felt her elation. She thanked me profusely for the "best day I've had in a while." I know how that is. She was really happy that night, and I was the reason. The joy counteracts the dispair. So all in all, I came out two bucks ahead. I'm very grateful. Thank you karma.

supercontonno: oh man, relationships with books are so good
supercontonno: they don't talk, and they just now how to stimulate your mind man

"Destroy that which is evil, so that which is good may flourish."
"We must always fear the wicked, but there is another kind of evil that we must fear the most, and that is the indifference of good men."
--The Boondock Saints

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 7:55 PM

Blogger,
The Magic-a-thon today was one of the best yet. In attendance were The brothers Casabona (Joseph and Phil) And Deadly Evans. We played a few rounds of one on one, and I went undefeated. A-thank you, a-thank you. I crushed joey like 4 times without batting an eye lash. Enders fell to the might of my swarm elf deck. Phil, after claiming he black deck was totally unbeatable, as it had never lost, got his head handed to him by a fourth turn Thorn Elemental courtesey of mana acceleration via Rofellos. Thanks for playing kids, now get the fuck out of my house. We did some trading too, and I totally came out on top. the only losses I took were Tidal Kraken and Day of the Dragons to Joey. I let them go because in return I got another Extraplanar Lens, an Elvish Soultiller, War Elemental, Akroma's Vengence, and some other gorgeous things. I got a Stifle from Phil which will be usefull in the future. Eater of Days, here I come. We watched Boondock Saints. It's one of the best movies ever. If you haven't seen it, go see it. To wind the long day down, we watched Family Guy and played some more Magic. I killed Danny again, after builing him a really really good green deck.

Sean4985: burke eagle= beagle its so much cooler then burkie

s m ASH 8198: im in the listen to as much music as possible its the weekend biatch mood

supercontonno: [IcE]-Cuttino-> while ur fucking a girl, ask her whos the boss? whos the boss? Then she'll say you are.. you are.. then u say no bitch.. Tony Danza is and punch her in the back of the head

In non-Magic news, Holy Freaking Crap. I swear, a live action Evangelion movie would rock the socks off the american people. I don't know if they're ready. Anycrap, I have lots of things to do, such as: redo all my decks, clean up the robot wreckage, and vaccuum my room. Rawr. Peace out.

And shepherds we shall be, for thee my lord for thee. Power hath decended forth from thy hand so our feet may swiftly carry out thy command. And we shall flow a river forth to thee and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:30 PM

Blogger,
I went to the mall today for my first real date with Smashley. It was very nice. We were a half hour early for the movie, so we just sat and talked outside the theatre for a little while. She gave me her thick framed emo glasses to wear for the day. I was so happy. She thinks they look good on me. So we saw Big Fish. It was really good. It was a weird kind of movie, but I liked it none the less. It was directed by Tim Burton (Nightmare Before Christmas). We held hands through the whole movie. During the credits, everyone left, so we frolicked around the theatre and made out and stuff. She has a weird kiss; it's like she's trying to kiss as much as she can in two seconds. It's so fast. I told her we need to work on that. How else do you get better at kissing than by practicing? She's so innocent and quiet and nice. I really like her, I do. I realized I hadn't formally asked her out, so I did. I asked her if she would be my girlfriend and she said yes. So I suppose we're officially "going out" now. After the movie we ate dinner, and then went to catch our rides home. Her mom and my dad were both waiting at the movie entrance, so they met. They seemed to get along well, so at least I know that her parents hating me is not a problem. Knock on wood. So I'm looking foward to a nice, normal, happy relationship with a nice, normal, happy girl.

And now, funny quotes of the day:

BlakcMajikc: i hate ur live journal bc i dont understand a damn thing ur talkin about, but i forgive u
BlakcMajikc: UNICRON!!!!!!! for life (i am a transformers geek)
BlakcMajikc: u should watch the new power rangers on abc, its a joke (power rangers and captain planet are so politically correct)

growling529: cause you look is emo but your attitude is robots
growling529: yeah thats right i just made robots an adjective

s m ASH 8198: mmm deceptacon

Eclipto Maniac (7:49:55 PM): i cant take it
Eclipto Maniac (7:50:01 PM): my frail mind
Eclipto Maniac (7:50:09 PM): get FFXI
Eclipto Maniac signed off at 7:50:10 PM.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:33 PM

Blogger,
So I just read the two weeks worth of Darksteel previews on the Magic: The Gathering website. I am very excited about the release. It's not too far off either. The pre-release tornament is on January 24th, and the release date will be in February, hopefully for my birthday. There is only one thing I really have a problem with.

Aside from the mycosynth columns and blinkmoth clouds, Mirrodin’s interior is barren. But it’s this emptiness that makes it useful to Memnarch. Away from the meddling of the surface creatures, here Memnarch can practice his greatest achievement as an artificer: the forging of darksteel. This black metal seems to absorb light, and it emanates strange orbits of golden light, revealing its magical nature. Darksteel can be forged and shaped only by magic, and once it cools, it can never be destroyed. Like all such valuable materials, only Memnarch and his favored few have any access to this ultimate metal

Adamantium much? Rawr. I can't believe they took that. At least a cool mechanic sprouted from it. Indestructible artifacts. I can't wait. Also, this is really what I'm excited about.

One ancient legend may yet change everything. There are stories of a great champion called Kaldra, whose spirit is bound into three pieces of weaponry scattered across Mirrodin. Reuniting these objects is supposed to return the ancient being to life, but no one has ever found the three pieces to find out. Who knows whether the legends are true, and what’ll happen if the rejoining ever takes place…?

Oh em gee, Voltron, or captain planet, or the Mega Zord, or a Playstation 3....or even...A NEW PLANESWALKER?!?!? As if the existing few weren't enough. Urza, Mangara, Teferi, Yawgmoth, Serra...and now Kaldra? I'm excited. He's a great warrior, I know it. Like Voltron. The three artifacts his power are held in are the key. We already have the Sword of Kaldra, and I'm going to predict a Sheild, and then either a suit of Armor or just a Helm maybe. I'm excited.

So Blogger, I have bad news. You're completely private now. Nobody is allowed to read you again. Ever. At least not until i print you out into a book and sell copies to people for their literary enjoyment. Maybe I'll even do a little highlight show or something. Who knows. I have a Live Journal now. The link is as follows: http://www.livejournal.com/users/justspace/ I'm going to keep Blogging, and just post the safe entries in that for public viewing. So, this isn't goodbye, I'm just making you my own private little thing.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 1:55 PM

Blogger,
There was a two-hour delay called last night for everyone because it was in the negatives all night and into the morning. This morning I woke up at 7:30 to the list of closings and delays. Burke is still open. Why? I'll tell you why. Because Florida, Warwick, Goshen and Greenwood Lake are open. Burke is officially stupider than Tyler Muer. So I'm staying home all day. More updates as the day goes on.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:54 AM

Blogger,
Today had the potential to be such a good day, but then the internet ruined it. It snowed last night. We got six and a half inches. I didn't wake up until 10:00, and the plow had already come, and there was nothing I needed to shovel. I was ecstatic. So, I came online and talked to Smashley, and everything was good. Then Meghan comes on and starts complaining about our situation again. I'm going to give her time to grieve, but not much more. I know, it was her first broken heart, but come on. Other people are having issues lately also. Julie tried to kill herself for the second time. I swear, she needs help. The third girl attack of the day came from Kerry.

XxBaBeeLuV86xX: why do you hate me? and be honest this time
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: cus i dont like you talking smack
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: just be straight
Just S p a c e: whoa whoa
Just S p a c e: i wasn't talking smack
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: you did
Just S p a c e: when
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: you and your blogger
Just S p a c e: wtf?
Just S p a c e: i don't hate you
Just S p a c e: where are you getting this from
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: its in black and white
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: shall i send it
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: "It's so nice to finally be involved with a carefree person, rather than the psycho drama queen cheerleader I was with before."
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: thats just peachy
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: i could say alot of things about you
Just S p a c e: it's true, you and your whole freaking group are all psycho drama queens
Just S p a c e: i didn't say i hated you for it
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: dramaqueens are not defined as ppl who deal with life
Just S p a c e: in an overly dramatic way
Just S p a c e: i'm a very simple person
Just S p a c e: and you complicated things
Just S p a c e: why are you all being so hostile towards me lately?
Just S p a c e: seriously, what did i do?
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: were not being hostle
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: youre being all secretive
Just S p a c e: what am i hiding from you
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: youre just not being yourself
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: or at least the person you were being
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: its upsetting
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: but i cant ever talk to you about it because you refuse
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: and things cant be normal if you dont deal with them
Just S p a c e: what am i doing different?
Just S p a c e: lets talk about this right now, shall we?
Just S p a c e: tell me how i'm being different
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: whya re you suddenly not friends with any fo your old friends?
Just S p a c e: who old friends
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: for one amy
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: and carolyn and them
Just S p a c e: ok, amy hasn't been talking to me for the past three weeks
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: and why wouldnt you do anything about that?
Just S p a c e: and i talk to carolyn "and them" every day
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: thats not like you
Just S p a c e: you know, i've been making a conscious effort to be happy recently, and nobody likes that
Just S p a c e: i havent been all mopey or depressed in so long
Just S p a c e: and people don't like this "new steve"
Just S p a c e: so basically all i have to say is fuck you, i'm happy, and if you can't deal with me being a little bit different, then piss off i don't want to talk to you
Just S p a c e: now you got me all worked up
Just S p a c e: rawr.
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: steve, understand something
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: the last thing i want is to work you up
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: you need to know that unlike you for me, i actually care what happens to you
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: but you are not who you were, and i was just concerned
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: do what you want, but dont take this like me attacking u
Just S p a c e: well you're coming off as hostile
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: well, when you talk about me like that after all we went through, it tends to piss a person off
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: so im sorry if i have a tone
Just S p a c e: fine
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: i just wish that you would be straight with me once in awhile
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: if you dont like me, just say so
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: you have nothing to lose
Just S p a c e: i don't not like you, i swear
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: you have a unique way of showing it
Just S p a c e: meh
Just S p a c e: i'm a unique person
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: see, that in essence is a change in you
Just S p a c e: ?
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: the fact that i can tell you you make me feel like shit as a person has no effect on you whatsoever
Just S p a c e: i'll be nice to you from now on ok?
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: thats not the point
XxBaBeeLuV86xX: one day, youll know why i worry for you so much

So, I don't understand. Amy hasn't been talking to me for like three weeks. I call her, and she won't talk to me. I don't understand it. I think her and Kerry are conspiring against me. I really don't care anymore. Amy isn't the same person she used to be. She's never happy anymore. She's always complaining about either me or Greg, and right now it's both. I don't understand her. I hate people, really I do. I forgot to write about one thing yesterday, I knew I was forgetting something. I applied to do the New Vision program next year. That means I'm not going to see people at all next year. I'll be going to Burke for 2 periods in the morning, Religion/Gym, and an elective, and then for the rest of the day I'll be at Boces taking English 101 & 102, Government, Engineering I & II, Economics, Calculus, and Physics. It's going to be so much work, but I think I can do it. I don't plan on having much of a social life. I don't much like people, so that shouldn't be a problem. The only other person doing it is Jaimia McFarlin, and we're chill, so it'll be fun. I really don't give her the credit she deserves. We've been tight for the three years we've known eachother, but we've never hung out outside of school. She's so cool though. Oh well. So, in conclusion, I don't very much like girls, (except for Smashley, of course) and I suppose I don't very much like people in general.

You can't take back the one mistake
that still lives on after life it takes
and that one day that changed our lives
and bitter memories it left behind.

Please stay, you left me here alone.
It's the end of the line.
Please stay I can't make it on my own.
It's the end of the line.
---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 7:25 PM

Blogger,
I was so stressed out today. I did my anatomy packet, chapter ten outline, leisure reading, chem packet, labs, and anatomy poster all on time. I yelled at some people, and ignored others. I yelled at Meghan. I totally kicked her ass with words. I always want to write so much in here, but I always either forget or get lazy. Today I'm lazy. i'm tired, so I'm going to bed. It might snow tomorrow. I'm excited. I <3 Smashley.

BeAcHGuRRL97: thats the 2nd time in like a week you've called me a math figure
BeAcHGuRRL97: i cant believe you called me a parabola face

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:08 PM

Blogger,
Today was a pretty routine day. School was boring. I actually participated in english. I have so much work to do before next Tuesday (quarter deadline), and most of it is due tomorrow. Leisure reading, anatomy project, and anatomy packet are all due tomorrow. I walked around with Smashley again today. She's not much of a talker. I hope that won't be a problem. I wanted to kiss her again today, but I got nervous. I was afraid of Meghan seeing. I know she's always lingering somewhere near, and I don't want her to see. Maybe tomorrow. In other non-girl related news, Enders got this message last night:

Deadly Evans (10:19:53 PM 5/29/200X): OMG 1is73n d00d, I 4M j00 FR0M TeH fU7uR3. B3W4R3. R0B0TZ T4KE 0V3rz, Nd PWN TEH P14N37!!!!11 0NLY j00 c4n d3l3tz0r teh 3viL. PH34r teh z0mbi3s! d3str0yz teh b0tz. fr4g teh 3n3my!!!11one
Deadly Evans (10:20:10 PM 1/12/2004): Whoa, are you serious? How did you contact me?
Deadly Evans (10:20:24 PM 5/29/200X): dOuBlE sHiFT tHrOuGh tImE!!!!1111oNe

So we're going to aquire the Vortex Regulator and attempt a TiMe ShIfT later on in the week. Teh z0mb13z Mus7 b t3h d3s7r0y3d.

Deadly Evans: your life is like a harvest game
Deadly Evans: without the farming

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 3:58 PM

Blogger,
The situation isn't as bad as I thought it was. I'm still a jerk because now that I think about it, I really did lead Meghan on. I wish she didn't like me. I told her not to right off the bat. One of the first conversations I ever had with her was about that. I told her that I would break her heart. Why didn't she listen to me? I don't know. So I walked around with Smashley between every class today. I was very distant though, because I was nervous about Meghan and whatnot. Meghan is just going to have to get over it. She claims she'll never talk to me or Smashley again, but I know she'll eventually be glad her two best friends are together. This is not going to be another Kerry. I am not losing a friend to gain a lover, and I am most certainly not going to ignore friends to hang out with her. I'm going to be all inclusive. It will be perfect. Ashley is such a nice girl. It's so nice to finally be involved with a carefree person, rather than the psycho drama queen cheerleader I was with before. Speaking of Kerry, we're talking again. We talked last night, and we're cool with eachother now. So that was a huge load off my back. The only thing I'm worried about is Amy. She isn't talking to me lately. I know she has alot to say too. She just keeps blowing me off though. I don't understand her sometimes. I know she's not going to like the thought of me and Ashley together. It seems that she's happier when I don't have a girlfriend. I just wish she would talk to me. Rawr. I don't care what she has to say anyway. Stephen <3's Smashley and Smashley <3's Stephen. So there. Everwood is new tonight, so I have to finish my homework now so I can watch it.

Mood: In love.
Music: Offspring - Falling

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:40 PM

Blogger,
I am Stephen. I am the biggest boy jerk in the world. I am the destroyer of fantasies, the deconstructor of untold love, and the Ruiner of Worlds. I'm such a stupid person sometimes. Once again I managed to single-handedly destroy a true friendship. Ug. So here are details. Last night I had an incredibly amazing time with Ashley. We partied it up like there was no tomorrow, which, in retrospect, was a mistake, seeing as I'm here in the tomorrow of yesterday writing this. I kissed her. She kissed me back. I thought it was a great moment, but then I remembered Meghan. I knew I shouldn't have done it, but I was blinded by my emotions. I have a thing for Ashley I can't get rid of. Now this morning when I woke up, I got that sinking feeling that I always get when high school drama is approaching. I told Meghan what happened. I didn't want to, but I knew I had to. Now she hates me. That I can understand, but she's also hating Ashley too. It's not her fault. I kissed her. I feel so bad doing this to Meghan of all people. I'm such a jerk. The jerkiest part about it is that if I could take it back, I wouldn't. I hate highschool drama. I try to not get involved with it, but I fail miserably at this. Now I've dragged two innocent girls I love to death into it. I hate myself so much right now. I'm such a failure. I lose highschool.


Pre-Hyptnotized Peter


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I've broken my shackles, but I'm still inside the cage...

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 12:06 PM

Blogger,
I'm home now. Semi was so much fun. Just so everyone knows, I'm a really really really bad dancer, but I don't care. I jump up and get down. I swing my arms around and totally disregard the beat. I look like a complete fool, but I don't care. I have fun, dammit. And boy, did I have fun. I danced with Smashley the whole night. She's such a good dancer. We danced to ghetto tunes such as EI, Pump it Up, Right Therrrrre and other melodius rhymes. Grood times. "Scandeloussss", rawr. Bobby pin girl!! So, I'm really very tired. I need to sleep. Tomorrow I'm teaching Melissa chemistry. It's going to be a long day. Good night

s m ASH 8198: stephen, your such a hot dancer... especially when its "stoner dancing" mmm

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 12:28 AM

Blogger,
I forgot to post last night. I didn't really have time to. Yesterday after school Meghan came over. After I finally got her to stop dancing around the house like the little faerie she is, and got her out of my bed, we watched Office Space. She liked it, and now that she's seen it we can be friends again. Dad, Kevin and I went to Dillengers for dinner, and then came home and watched S.W.A.T. It's one of my favorite action movies. I watched cartoons this morning. Now I have like 4 hours to kill before I have to leave for Semi. Later.

Mood: Meh.
Music: Weezer - No One Else.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 2:00 PM

Blogger,
Woo hoo! I'm in a happy mood today. I don't really know why, I'm just very happy. I totally owned Mrs. Szigethy today in religion. It was good. I played Magic today, it wasn't cool. I didn't play with Tab and the game was boring. Rawr, I need to do some chemistry homework. I don't really have much else to say; today was a pretty routine day.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:34 PM

Blogger,
"I don't remember what I was going to say. It was important too..." That pretty much sums up my day. I forgot everything. Oh well. Here are the highlights. I walked with Ashley after second period. I had a long talk with Mr. Lazarus about the Clinton scandal. I had a long talk with Mr. Debold about ducks, quacking, and echoes. I got a Phage, the Untouchable from Chris Orengo. That's pretty much it. Peace out.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:17 PM

Blogger,
I woke up late today and knew it was just going to be one of those days. But I was wrong. School was nothing important. After hours, we played Magic. Best Magic day ever. Tab and I crushed John and Chris. We lost the first game because they ganged up on Tab. Second game, we crushed, plain and simple. Tab eliminated Chris with damage spells in three turns, and I took John out with a thousand little creatures. The third game we played was the most fun game either Tab or I have played in a long time. I switched to my blue/black control deck. On my second turn I pulled out Isochron Scepter with Counterspell, which froze their options for a while. After they had enough lands to play multiple spells a turn, Tab came through with a pair of Mine Layers, which when coupled with my Icy Manipulater took out all John and Chris' lands. Chris had No Mercy out, so I left him to Tab. I killed John over 20 turns with a Dominating Licid, just to rub it in his face. Tab killed Chris with damage spells not long after. When we got kicked out of the lab, we went into Mr. Debolds room to play, but only Chris and I remained. He was bragging that he could crush me one on one, but he couldn't hold up long against my ultimate destroyer dragon deck. We played best of three, and I won 2-0. THe final score of the first game was 80-0. The second game was even worse: 112-0. How did I do it you ask? Easy. Kilnmouth Dragon+Loxodon War Hammer+Fireshreiker+four Dragons in my hand=Lots of damage. I drew that combo both times. The second game, he had me on the ropes, but then I drew Sun Droplet and gained about 50 life in one attack by Kilnmouth. I totally ruined him. It was disgusting. I was very happy to have put him firmly in his place. None doubt the absolute power of the Dragons. I have to do alot of homework tonight, so I'm not going to go on Instant Messenger tonight. This is crazy. So, I'll talk to you later Blogger. Stay in school.

Mood: Maniacal. I Took names.
Music: Fountains of Wayne - Stacy's Mom

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 5:45 PM

Blogger,
I wasted so much time today. I have so much stuff I have to get done and here I am writing in the Blogger again. I sure hope you appreciate this. In my last post I forgot to mention the worst part about today. I went to the oral surgeon after school today, and the bad news is I have to get oral surgery again. A week from friday is the tenative date. That's all on the bad news. Since the last post, I watched LOTR: The Two Towers on TV, ate more chinese food, and took out the trash. I weighed myself too. I weigh 159 lbs. I don't want to be any more than this. I was just joking about the whole fat thing. I couldn't be fat. I'm not good enough at food. If I weigh even a tenth of a pound over 160 I'm going to do the diet/exercise thing until I'm 140. Thats the promise I've made to myself, and I will not break it. 20 Pounds is nothing. I'll kick that bitchs ass. Anyway, tomorrow is Magic day at school, and I don't have a good Multiplayer deck. I'm going to get completely destroyed tomorrow, but I don't care. I'll be ready for thursday. I'm going to copy Zack and make an all blue deck. It's going to be so annoying. I should really go to sleep now. I wish I didn't have to sleep. It's such a waste of time. Peace out Blogger.

Mood: Urg flicken me himbles.
Music: Nirvana - Heart Shaped Box.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:27 PM

Blogger,
Before I get into anything, there are a few things that need to be said. Firstly, a guitar in the shape of a goldfish (the snack that smiles back, goldfish) would be freaking awesome. Next, Arc-Slogger is the most worthless magic card for Iron Man formats. Ok, so today started out pretty good. Marty gave me a pack of Magic cards. It was from Legions and I was like "crap, I have almost all these cards." Turned out there was an Imperial Hellkite waiting for me in the pack. I won. School was boring; I didn't pay attention in any classes. I filled out Melissa's slam book all day. Funny stuff, let me tell you. I didn't see Smashley all day, but she left a nice note in my locker saying that "Since you didn't lose your V in 2003 I'll be your whore in 2004." I thought it was cute. Ashley and Meghan as my own personal bisexual whores. Not too shabby, eh? I just finished watching Angel. Conor came back from the hell demension and smote the Destroyer with one punch. Quite the dramatic entrance if I do say so myself. I can't wait for tomorrow's episode. In the mean time, I'm going to go draw some. Adios blogger.

Mood: Yarg kefangle spoitz!
Music: Pearl Jam - Daughter/Another Brick in the Wall.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 6:27 PM

Blogger,
In case you were wondering about the last post, I just plain love that song. I'm a sucker for songs that tell a story. The Taxi songs are good too. I can't remember for the life of me who sings them, though. Anyway, today I went to Danny's house. Me, him, Zack, and the other kid played Magic, Mario Kart, both for 64 and Double Dash, and the went into the basement for some Dungeons and Dragons. We didn't actually play like I thought we would, we just made charachters. I made a Halfling Cleric Necromancer. I wanted to be an evil wizard, but all the good tribes were taken. Danny was a half-elf and John was a human. I figured it would be really intimidating to be killed by a hobbit, especially one who commands armies of undead. When I came home I watched Dazed and Confused on TV. I hate TV. Commercials piss me off, stupid people piss me off, and I just hate the media. I'm never watching TV ever again. I have to go to bed early tonight, because there's school tomorrow and I need to wake up early.

Mood: Blarg.
Music: Thursday - Cross Out the Eyes.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:12 PM

Pistol shots ring out in the barroom night
Enter Patty Valentine from the upper hall.
She sees the bartender in a pool of blood,
Cries out, "My God, they killed them all!"
Here comes the story of the Hurricane,
The man the authorities came to blame
For somethin' that he never done.
Put in a prison cell, but one time he could-a been
The champion of the world.

Three bodies lyin' there does Patty see
And another man named Bello, movin' around mysteriously.
"I didn't do it," he says, and he throws up his hands
"I was only robbin' the register, I hope you understand.
I saw them leavin'," he says, and he stops
"One of us had better call up the cops."
And so Patty calls the cops
And they arrive on the scene with their red lights flashin'
In the hot New Jersey night.

Meanwhile, far away in another part of town
Rubin Carter and a couple of friends are drivin' around.
Number one contender for the middleweight crown
Had no idea what kinda shit was about to go down
When a cop pulled him over to the side of the road
Just like the time before and the time before that.
In Paterson that's just the way things go.
If you're black you might as well not show up on the street
'Less you wanna draw the heat.

Alfred Bello had a partner and he had a rap for the cops.
Him and Arthur Dexter Bradley were just out prowlin' around
He said, "I saw two men runnin' out, they looked like middleweights
They jumped into a white car with out-of-state plates."
And Miss Patty Valentine just nodded her head.
Cop said, "Wait a minute, boys, this one's not dead"
So they took him to the infirmary
And though this man could hardly see
They told him that he could identify the guilty men.

Four in the mornin' and they haul Rubin in,
Take him to the hospital and they bring him upstairs.
The wounded man looks up through his one dyin' eye
Says, "Wha'd you bring him in here for? He ain't the guy!"
Yes, here's the story of the Hurricane,
The man the authorities came to blame
For somethin' that he never done.
Put in a prison cell, but one time he could-a been
The champion of the world.

Four months later, the ghettos are in flame,
Rubin's in South America, fightin' for his name
While Arthur Dexter Bradley's still in the robbery game
And the cops are puttin' the screws to him, lookin' for somebody to blame.
"Remember that murder that happened in a bar?"
"Remember you said you saw the getaway car?"
"You think you'd like to play ball with the law?"
"Think it might-a been that fighter that you saw runnin' that night?"
"Don't forget that you are white."

Arthur Dexter Bradley said, "I'm really not sure."
Cops said, "A poor boy like you could use a break
We got you for the motel job and we're talkin' to your friend Bello
Now you don't wanta have to go back to jail, be a nice fellow.
You'll be doin' society a favor.
That sonofabitch is brave and gettin' braver.
We want to put his ass in stir
We want to pin this triple murder on him
He ain't no Gentleman Jim."

Rubin could take a man out with just one punch
But he never did like to talk about it all that much.
It's my work, he'd say, and I do it for pay
And when it's over I'd just as soon go on my way
Up to some paradise
Where the trout streams flow and the air is nice
And ride a horse along a trail.
But then they took him to the jailhouse
Where they try to turn a man into a mouse.

All of Rubin's cards were marked in advance
The trial was a pig-circus, he never had a chance.
The judge made Rubin's witnesses drunkards from the slums
To the white folks who watched he was a revolutionary bum
And to the black folks he was just a crazy nigger.
No one doubted that he pulled the trigger.
And though they could not produce the gun,
The D.A. said he was the one who did the deed
And the all-white jury agreed.

Rubin Carter was falsely tried.
The crime was murder "one," guess who testified?
Bello and Bradley and they both baldly lied
And the newspapers, they all went along for the ride.
How can the life of such a man
Be in the palm of some fool's hand?
To see him obviously framed
Couldn't help but make me feel ashamed to live in a land
Where justice is a game.

Now all the criminals in their coats and their ties
Are free to drink martinis and watch the sun rise
While Rubin sits like Buddha in a ten-foot cell
An innocent man in a living hell.
That's the story of the Hurricane,
But it won't be over till they clear his name
And give him back the time he's done.
Put in a prison cell, but one time he could-a been
The champion of the world

Bob Dylan - Hurricane
[Posted by Stephen] at 11:34 AM

Blogger,
I'm feeling somewhat Emo today. Actually, to tell the truth, I'm not even the slightest bit Emo today. Last night I had a dream. It was horribly violent and grotesque and ended with me ripping off the head of a former lover and drinking her blood. I hate having dreams. They seem to have shifted from premonition to dark inner desire as of late. I haven't done anything violent in so long, and I fear it's welling up inside of me. I really don't want to kill anyone, but deep down inside theres a part of me who wants to rend you limb from limb and drink your blood and feast on your innards. I feel this insatiable bloodlust will lead to something sinister someday. I suppose maybe I just need a new hobby or something.
---
Bloodlust aside, I spent today contemplating my violent nature. I started out the morningkilling off all my robots one by one. Breakfast at the Goshen Diner yeilded conversation concerning what I want to do with my life. I've decided to look into engineering colleges. I'm most likely going to study Aerospace Engineering and join either the Air Force or Marines. It's inevitable that man's ingrained design for destruction will ultimately lead to our downfall, so I figure rather than attempt to delay the inevitable, I'll aid in the process. I'm personally opposed to violence, but I've no qualms about providing the means for others to do so. So long as it's not diverted towards myself, of course. Upon returning home, I resumed the destruction of my robot companions while watching Transformers: The Movie. Dinner was chinese takeout, followed by some leftover chocolates from Dad's christmas party. After dinner, I watched Kate and Leopold. It was a touching story really. It got me thinking about the whole "love" thing. I believe it exists, yet it's very elusive. I believe there's someone for everyone, but I don't believe they always find eachother. It's a sad thing, love. I don't believe I'll ever find it, so I'm not going to bother looking for it. I'm just going to knit this sweater and grow out my hair.

s m ASH 8198: we both are emo kids stephen
s m ASH 8198: smile stephen
s m ASH 8198: *hug*

Mood: Disheartened, frightened, and just plain down.
Music: REM - Man on the Moon.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:47 PM

Blogger,
I'm very irked. I wrote a long post last night, and for the first time in months didn't copy and save it before I hit publish, and it wasn't saved. I had no way to get it back. Exactly what I didn't need was to have it gone. So now you get the stripped down version. Yesterday I saw Paycheck with Danny and Stephen Enders. Here come the spoilers. It was a really good movie, but only if you never saw Batman Forever, Minority Reoprt, and/or The Bourne Identity...oh, and Daredevil. First off, Ben Afflack was Matt Murdock in the movie. He was the same suave big-city bachelor . The only difference was that he wasn't blind. Uma Thurman was a biologist who worked in a huge lab with thousands of plants hanging everywhere. Poison Ivy much? The whole thing with the memory loss was SO Bourne Identity. The thing that really annoyed me was how similair it was to Minority Report, which is one of my favorite movies ever. The first scene when he's doing work on the giant floating computer screen, and begins moving the pieces around with the pens is just like the glove they used in Minority Report. Not to mention the basic plot point of him running from his employer because of what they see in the future. Also he's running with a girl, and the part with the balloons, that was very precog: "Stop here and wait behind the balloons so they don't have a clear shot" -esque. Also, the head of the FBI chasing him was the guy who invented skynet in Terminator 2. When he took the watch at the end, I figured he'd use the advanced technology in it to create the instrument of destruction known as Skynet. All these things aside, it was a very good movie. Albeit unoriginal, I reccommend you go see it. It was worth seven bucks, or in my case, $5.75 for the matinee. After the movie, the boys and I played Magic, and messed around with the Transformers. Today all I've done has been to watch old TV shows I've taped, and write this post. 'Tis a dreary existance I lead. I should really do some homework, considering there are now only two days left in vacation.

Mood: Blah
Music: The Calling - Wherever You Will Go

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 5:02 PM

Blogger,
Look at that, it's New Years Day. I personally don't understand the whole new years thing. Technically every single day is the start of the new year if you think about it, a year ago it was the same date, and now it's a day after that. The only reason this one is different is because it's the last day on the calender. Now you have to go buy a new calendar. I don't understand New Years. It's probably because I don't see time as linear so much as it is cyclical. What once was, will inevitably happen again. There's really no cause to celebrate, for there is no point in which the cycle begins anew. It's a constant flow. A circle, with no beginning, and no end. Call me a pessimist, call me a Grinch, I could care less.

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"
-Dr. Seuss

Holidays suck. Except Arbor Day. I'll plant a tree on Arbor Day. Since I'm subject to society's rules, and am forced to recognize today as the first day of a new year, I suppose I should make a resolution. I actually have a few. They are:
1) Stop thinking girls are cool
2) Get fat
3) Play more video games
4) Be more optimistic

D1sney Princess: steve u take the fun outta new years

Glad I could help.

SeXy Xt: i dont know how you cant see a point in celebrating. new years is the calendars way of giving you a whole new chance. old grades and fights, old boyfiends and girlfriends are now "last years". moving on is easier, and new goals seem so much more attainable in the new year. new years gives closure and contentness to people who have struggled. those who have lost now can move past thier problems and look to gain. new years is to the calendar year as easter is to the christian year, a time when mistakes are forgiven and change is made. new years takes the saying "today is the begining of the rest of your life" and applys it to an entire year.

Funny how grades, fights, boyfriends and girlfriends become "last years" over summer vacation. Why doesn't Dick Clark have a rockin party for that? I'm sorry SeXy Xt but I have to make an example out of you.

Cprompt JoeSN: first of all
Cprompt JoeSN: the new christain year is advent
Cprompt JoeSN: second of all
Cprompt JoeSN: "o man, its a new year!! all my problems are gone"
Cprompt JoeSN: POOF
Cprompt JoeSN: they vanished
Cprompt JoeSN: bacause a ball dropped in NYC
Cprompt JoeSN: The only time my problems went away because of a ball dropping was when i went through puberty

Good man Joey, good man. In conclusion, I'd like to wish all you media-driven calendar whores a happy new year. What are you up to, two thousand and four? Here's to another two thousand and four. May the world not end on your birthday.

Mood: Blah
Music: The Offspring - Defy You

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:44 AM

Blogger,
It's the last day of the year, so I'm eating as many cookies as I can. Anyway, I was supposed to go to Joeys three hours ago, but we're having problems with the plumbing. Our hot water heater is broken, and is being repaired as we speak, so I can't go to Joey's yet. I watched Mortal Kombat while waiting for the plumber to finish. That's one of the best movies ever. If ever there was a Dragonball Z movie, Lou Kang should be Goku, and Shang Tsung should be Vegeta. Jet Li could be Gohan. I'm going to go see about getting to Joey's now. I'll have a nice post tomorrow about resolutions and the like.

Mood: Anxious.
Music: The Strokes 12:51

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 4:41 PM

Blogger,
I just got back from Krista's. We had movie night. Cast: Jackie, Kristen, Krista, Danielle, Danny, Anthony, and myself. Movie: The Breakfast Club. From what I saw of it, it was pretty good. After the movie we all ran away into the basement, sang kareoke, played pool and fooseball, and some clapping game i didn't really understand. I think between today and yesterday Danielle and I both found out what pisses us off. I fucking hate it when people take my stuff without asking. She took some magic cards of mine, and that really ticks me off the most. I value my cards alot, and I've worked out alot of trades to get the ones I want, and I really hate it when people take them. It also bothers me when two people become friends and feel the need to aact exactly alike. Danielle acts like Krista all the time and THAT really annoys me. Today I think she actually got mad at me too. I was being my normal talk-too-much self and she was like "shut up" and she said it angerly enough that I stopped talking and everything got quiet. Then Krista tripped over something and fell and all was normal again. So in conclusion, I still love Danielle to death, but she really pisses me off sometimes. The end.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 11:58 PM

Blogger,
When we last left off, our hero was bored out of his brain and taking four hundred thousand quizes. After the boredom ceased, Danny Enders came over. We chilled, played Magic, Transformers, you know the drill. At around 4:30 Daniele came over and we resumed the Magicing. Krista dropped by also. At 6:00 everyone cleared out. I ate dinner, cleaned up, did the dishes, and then resumed the story.
---
It turned out, there was no way to defeat Unicron. He was too powerful. Optimus Primal was the last to fall. Sandrock, realizing that the Worldslayer was the only hope for the realm, scaled the mountain to confer with The Source. They were reluctant to relinquish the sword, for this would mark the third destruction cycle as of yet. They instead bestowed upon him the Sword of Strength. He grasped the weapon in his metalic hands, power surging through his mechanical veins. When he confronted Unicron, it was nothing he expected. The sword of Power did little to sway the inevitable outcome. He was throoughly trounced by the Ruiner of Worlds. Unicron didn't bother making sure he was destroyed, which was foolish of him. Sandrock painstakingly scaled the mountain to it's peak. Seeing that the Sword of Might did not phase the Rampant Tyrant, Sandrock was given the Worldslayer. He tumbled down the mountain, the demonic sword ever draining the life from him. He reached the ground, and was about to plunge the sword into the Earth beneath him...but he failed. He had not the strength to do it. Twice before had he ended the lives of so many in mere seconds. He could not bring himself to do it a third time. Seeing this as an ideal opportunity, Sauron descended from his tower. He snatched the worldslayer from the hands of Sandrock and drove the cold steel into his own dark heart.
The explosion that followed shook the entire multiverse. Sauron had merged with the sword itself, obiterating all life in the entire quadrant. Unfortunately, the threat of Unicron was not neutralized. In the seconds before the blast, a powerful demon, riding atop a blazing steed swooped in and cut a deal with Unicron. He spoke through telepathy, so as to keep his plan a complete secret. "If you come with me, you will avoid your defeat. You will remain out of action for two cycles, but it will pay off, for when you return you will be lord of this realm." Unicron pondered the proposition, and agreed. A fellow demon would not lie to him, and if he was telling a mis-truth he would pay dearly indeed. The mysterious entity brought Unicron into the depths of Hades, and there they remain.
Now, all is calm. A lone sword remains on the expanse that was once cluttered with so many corpses left in the wake of destruction. It pulses with an evil energy and waits for someone to grasp it's hilt and unleash it's fury elsewhere. Sauron's body has vanished. The only lifeform left is Snake Eyes, trapped inside his own stasis pod...
---
I didn't really do anything today. I started my homework. I read comic books. I'm going to Krista's tonight, so that'll add some excitement to my day. Meghan said she'd come over, but never did because she was too busy making love to Smashley. What a lesbo. I heart her so much, though. I'll write more later mayhaps.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 5:25 PM

Blogger,
Stolen Quizes.




Pretty Boy

Find out what anime character cliche you are.




Nuts-O Angel

Find out what anime villan you are.






Find out what anime series you belong in.






Super Charge
What's Your Anime Power?


Devestation
What's Your Anime Weapon?


From the "Castlevania" Series
What Video Game Villain Are You?


Can we eat yet?
What Anime Bad Boy Are You? Quiz 2


Congratulations! You're Merry!


Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
brought to you by Quizilla


I am Goku. Three of the eight point to Goku, therefore I am Goku. KA.....ME....HA...ME...HAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!111one

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:44 AM

Blogger,
Vacation is half over and I haven't accomplished anything yet. Today I watched more Beast Wars, the Spawn movie I got, and then dad came in and we watched Cheech and Chong Go Up in Smoke. He's an odd person, my father, let me tell you. His favorite movies are Cheech and Chong, Half Baked, and Traffic. I asked him if he'd ever light up with me, and he just told me to go to my room. Today Unicron killed all the gundams, Optimus Prime, Megatron, and basically every other guy in my room. Things look dismal for our heros. The only resistance remaining is the ninja troop consisting of 6 GI Joes, and Sauron. He allies with no one, and that will be his downfall, for he cannot face Unicron alone. Tomorrow Denders is coming over and bringing reinforcements from the outside. Tomorrow is going to be an epic.

Mood: Autobots! Transform and roll out!
Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Parallel Universe

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 7:04 PM

Blogger,
On the whole, today was a pretty good day. I had to go see the mother, but it was alright. We went to the mall, and I returned all the stupid crap she got me in exchange for the Family Guy season 1&2 DVDs, the Spawn animated movie, and a King Arthur toy from Monty Python and the Holy Grail. He talks when you press a button and says, "I am Arthur, King of the Britains!" Good stuff. I'm halfway through with watching Beast Wars, so then I can watch Family Guy, and the Spawn movie. I'm so excited. Good Christmas.

Mood: I want to makeout.
Music: Alien Ant Farm - Attitude

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:57 PM

Blogger,
I just got home from seeing Peter Pan with Krista, Melissa, and Jason. Since I love Peter Pan to no end, it won't be any fun to hear me praise the movie, rather I'll just critique the entire concept of Peter Pan. First off, people cannot fly without wings, or some means to negate the effect of the planet's hold on them. This would be possible in Neverland, assuming that the fact that it's just a floating Island in space supports the theory that the small mass of the structure contributes to less gravity, thus allowing one to jump high enough to simulate the act of flight. A person could not, however, fly on Earth. Fairy dust must be a magnificent thing to be able to make one fly. Second, fairy dust of not, no one can reach escape velocity wearing nothing but their PJ's and not suffer from complete asphyxiation in space. Additionally, I noticed that Peter Pan seems to be directly connected to "Never Land." When he wasn't there, it was winter. When he was sad, it got dark. When he was there and happy, there were only small, pink, fluffy, and tangible, mind you, clouds. When Peter's life is in danger, and he is pinned to the deck of the ship, we notice a change in him. His hair glows yellow, he screams at the top of his lungs, and then proceeds to break the hold of countless pirates, and unleash a burst of energy he couldn't have used twenty minutes ago. In conclusion, once you look at the facts: he's the only one who doesn't need Fairy Dust to fly, his surroundings are directly related to his mood, and finally, he is able to change his hair color at will while gathering energy, then releasing it in a destructive wave, you can realize the truth: Peter Pan is a super saya-jin. What is the definition of a super saya-jin? One who can fly, can change his hair color at will, and always fights bad guys in the 6 steps: 1) everything is peaceful 2) a bad guy shows up 3) He fights the bad guy, gets royally trounced, and the bad guy, rather than beating him, flys away threatening to kill our hero at a later date. 4) Everyone debates about whether or not the hero should fight the bad guy. 5) The hero goes to fight, starts losing, friends show up, they lose, and things look grim for our heroes. 6) Our hero suddenly finds some power he didn't have twenty minutes ago, and defeats the bad guy. There really is no point to the preceeding argument besides to point out the fact that I love Peter Pan so much because he's a super saya-jin. Captain Hook...this one's for you!!! KA...ME...HA...ME...HA!!!!!!

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:19 PM

Good morning Blogger,
I had to wake up early to wait for the exterminater or something. Here's some quiz results from my favorite quizzies.

I am 70% Emo

Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.

Take the Emo Test at fuali.com

I am 20% Punk Rock

It's not a fashion craze, or even a cool thing to do. I should just swallow it, get Lost, and take my friends with me.

Take the Punk Rock Test at fuali.com

I am 68% Geek

Nerd, Freak, Geek, Dweeb. Sound familiar? That's okay, cause I will be the richest person at my 15th year high school reunion. If a "con" isn't happening that weekend.

Take the Geek Test at fuali.com

I am 51% Internet Addict

I am pretty addicted, but there is hope. I think I'm just well connected to the internet and technology, but it's really a start of a drug-like addiction. I must act now! Unplug this computer!

Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com

I am 83% Evil Genius

I am pure evil. I lie awake at night devising schemes of world domination, and I will not rest until all living souls bend to my will.

Take the Evil Genius Test at fuali.com

I am 54% Grunge

I am pretty dirty, all right and, I reek of teen spirit... I would sell my own children for a moldy hotpocket, man.

Take the Grunge Test at fuali.com

I am 55% Tortured Artist

Art is significant in my life, people are scum but I have the capicity to deal with it. Give it a few more years and I will either forget about art or hate the world.

Take the Tortured Artist Test at fuali.com

I am 55% Raver

I may not be freaky like those Candy Kids, but I do know how to party. I am well connected in the scene, but may be getting a little tired of it.

Take the Raver Test at fuali.com

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:18 AM

Blogger,
At 9:00 Amy, Krista, and their cousin Joanna came to my house and kidnapped me back to the Witterschein's. We watched "How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days." Krista got me a Christmas present: three packs of Magic, and a bottle of Jimmies. I got jimmies. I also got a Sword of Kaldra, Nightmare Lash, and a Fireshreiker. Good draws. Krista is so great. I need to go to bed. Oh yeah, more bad news; Melissa's aunt died, so we can't go to the movies tomorrow. Poop.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 11:58 PM

Blogger,
Well, Santa was generous to us once again, and a good Christmas was had by all. When I awoke this morning, I found Unicron beneath my tree, accompanied by Optimus Prime, and assorted G. I. Joes. Kevin and I spent the day watching the G. I. Joe Spy Troops movie, and many many Beast Wars episodes while playing with the spoils of american commercialistic holidays. I take it back, I don't hate Christmas, just the fact that all everyone cares about is getting loot, myself included. It's so hard to argue the ethics of something when it just dropped a 16-inch transformer into your lap.

And to all a good night...

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:16 PM

Blogger,
Kevin and I went to hang out with Michele today. We went to see The Last Samurai. It was really good, but not as good as an episode of Rurouni Kenshin. We exchanged Christmas gifts too. I got the first season of Beast Wars on DVD. [TGS] SOOOO GOOD!!! [/tgs] Kevin got like 4637867896236 things from her, because she likes him best. I don't mind. I can't wait to get more loot tomorrow morning. I better go to sleep, so Solid Snake will infiltrate my defenses and leave a frag grenade under my pillow. I love Solid Snake. Good night.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:53 PM

Blogger,
I baked more cookies today than any man has before. Danielle and I made three differnt kinds of cookies, and we made them damn good. We traded Christmas presents today too. She got me toe socks and some of those little bracelets i always steal from her, so that I won't have to steal them anymore. I think I will anyway. She loved the Magic cards I got her. We played, and she won. I let her win though. I heart her so much. I can't believe she got Lightning Coils in her box though. I also can't believe how quickly she picked up on the game. Cool kid, that one. So today was a good day. The end.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:24 PM

Blogger,
I'm still hate-tripping. Right now the hate is more of a discomfort, actually. Today was horrible. I woke up in pain and coughing up lungs. Kevin was being a total jerk today, as usual. That's why I'm hating today. He is such a jerk. At around 2:00 I went to Krista's and we moped and cried and watched tv. At 5:00 we went to Melissa's for her birthday party thing. There were a whole bunch of people there. I didn't really enjoy myself much there, though. I'm still so sick, and lately, depressed. There are four thousand things running through my head, but I can't say any of them. Fuck Christmas.

Outside the carolers start to sing
I can't descibe the joy they bring
'Cause joy is something they don't bring me

My girlfriend is by my side
From the roof are hanging sickles of ice
Their whiny voices get irritating
It's Christmas time again

So I stand with a dead smile on my face
Wondering how much of my time they'll waste
Oh God, I hate these Satan's helpers

And then I guess I must have snapped
Because I grabbed the baseball bat
And made them all run for shelter

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand
All year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone

Well, I guess it's not cool to freak on Christmas Eve
'Cause the cops came and arrested me
They had an unfair advantage
And even though the jail didn't have a tree
Christmas came a night early
'Cause a guy named bubba unwrapped my package

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand
All year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone

I won't be home, I won't be home for Christmas
I won't be home, I won't be home for Christmas

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 11:03 PM

Blogger,
Alright listen up, here's how it is. If you're a female, I fucking hate you. It's not necessarily because of anything you've done, but more because what you're programmed to do eventually. Break my fucking heart why don't you? Additionally, if you're not out to break my heart, you're liable to stick your right under my foot, and then blame me for stepping on it. I'm not going to mention names this time, just because. The thing is, I would love to be with you. I'd love it. But I'm going to break your heart. It's fucking inevitable. I just can't bear to do it. I wish I had Smashley's super time control powers and could go back to yesterday and beat myself the fuck up. Good night Blogger.

Mood: Torn.
Music: Natalie Imbruglia - Torn

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 11:23 PM

Blogger,
So I guess it's Sunday now. I really don't know where I am. Yesterday I went to Krista's ice skating party for her birthday. We went to Ice Time in The 'Burgh. I haven't skated since I went with Amy last time. I learned how to skate backwards this time. It's not easy, let me tell you. We went back to Krista's house afterwards, and everyone was pretty much beat. Most of us were sick already, and everyone else was sniffling. I went home at like 7:30 because I wasn't feeling so good. When I came home I took medicine and went to sleep. I woke up at 1:00 am and couldn't get back to sleep, so I went and caught up on some more people's web logs. I went back to sleep at 3:00 and here I am. I'm so sore from coughing all night. I fucking hate being sick. I've accepted the previously presented theory that stress makes me sick, and it makes perfect sense. I first got the plague when I was crushing on Melissa last year. It subsided, and then came back when I broke up with Kerry the first time. Now Kerry is being dumb, and i'm stressed, and I'm sick. Explain that one. I wish she would go away, but if she did I'd probably be sad. Part of me still likes her, but another part of me thinks that part is a pussy and wants to kick the shit out of it. Then theres the other part of me that just really really wants oreos. I need a new girl in my life. I can't stand this anymore.

Mood: Sick, Stressed, and Pissed off.
Music: Nirvana - Heart Shaped Box.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:00 AM

Blogger,
It's 6:45 am right now. I woke up an hour ago. I'm feeling much better, actually. I haven't been coughing as much, I have no fever anymore, and my nose isn't clogged. On the reverse side of the scales of well being, I chewed up my lip sometime during the night and it looks horrendous. Also, my lower back is still all cramped up. Since I'm up so early, I've had time to catch up on peoples weblogs. I read Ashley's Blurty in its entirety. DG started writing again too. I was all happy to see people expressing their feelings to no one in particular, and then I got down my list to Kerry's "secret diary." Too bad she's not computer savvy enough to realize that just because you don't have a link to the site in your info on AIM doesn't mean nobody can see what you've written. I wish she wouldn't be in love with me constantly. We're living in a bad daytime soap opera. I like her, she likes me, and we're constantly breaking each others hearts. It's sad, really. I don't know if I really like her right now, not like that anyway. I don't really like anybody as of this moment. Sure, I'm the most lustuous person in the world and want to makeout with a certain someone every time I see her, but I don't think I necessarily like her. My dad better not keep me home today. I've been looking foward to going ice skating all week. I really wish it wasn't today, and I had a day to "chill out and recover from my illness" so that way he'd have no excuse to keep me home. Earlier this morning I set up a Livejournal account. When I came to post in Blogger I went to the Blogger Status page and discovered that they're having server problems, so it's not just me who can't publish. I'm going to be patient and hope that they resolve the issues soon. I haven't been able to publish since last Monday night. It's 7:00 now, so I should probably go get dressed and eat. I have to go ice skating today.

Mood: Daytime Soap Opera.
Music: The Ataris - My Reply.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 7:02 AM

Blogger,
Oh Blogger, why do you hate me so? Why will you not publish my entries? All I want is for people to be able to read you. So yeah, Blogger is being stupid and isn't publishing my entries. Thats just one of my pains right now. Today sucked majorly. I woke up and didn't feel too good, but I went to school anyway because I'm a stupid son of a silly person. I traded presents with everyone, sat through the Christmas concert, lunch, and anatomy before I went to the nurse to come home. I got hom at 1:00 and slept until 5:00. I feel so much better already, although I'm still running a fever. I'm going to take some nyquil and sleep until tomorrow morning in hopes that I'll be well enough tomorrow to go to Krista's ice skating party. I've been looking foward to seeing Kristen for so long, I'd hate to dissappoint her. Well, good night stupid difficult Blogger. I hope you realize that if I can't post by monday, I'm getting a Livejournal. Stick that in your pipe and smoke it.

Mood: Sick.
Music: Pink Floyd - Time.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 5:42 PM

Blogger,
I suffered through school today. I really just couldn't deal with people. It also didin't help that Christmas vacation is hanging over everyone's heads like a weight suspended from a string directly above you. Talk about clever analogies. I saw Ashley alot today. Crazy man. She's going to be one of my many whore-dates for Semi. Tomorrow is the last day before break. I'm so busy until Christmas. Tomorrow Danielle is coming over to watch Fellowship of the Ring, Saturday is Krista's Ice Skating party, Sunday I'll be sexing up Meghan, Monday is Melissa's birthday party thing, Tuesday Danielle and I are baking cookies and watching The Two Towers, Wednesday is Christmas Eve, Thursday is Christmas, and then the day after Chsitsmas is Aladdin on IMAX with Melissa. Busy week, let me tell you.

Mood: Irked. I hate people.
Music: Less Than Jake - All My Best Friends Are Metalheads.

Hero of the day
http://www.ling.upenn.edu/~kurisuto/rusty/rusty.html

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:39 PM

Blogger,
OK, here's the deal. DO NOT READ THIS ENTRY UNTIL YOU HAVE SEEN RETURN OF THE KING. You've been warned. There are 4,000 spoilers right here. OK, first things first. The movie was a 3 hour long orgasm. It was by far the best movie I have ever seen in my entire life. First off, Gollum was fucking amazing. Second, Aragorn is fucking amazing. Anduril is my sex, I swear. Legolas was just tits. When he took down that elephant thing, I seriously lost it. Man, I can't even describe it. I'm definitely seeing it again. nothing can stop me. I definitely give this movie a ten out of ten. If there were more numbers after ten on the scale, it would have all of them. It really was the best movie ever man.
---
In other non-LOTR news, I just wrote the most kick-ass DBQ ever. Today Ashley and Meghan left me a love note. It was good. I also discovered that Kristen is a total LOTR freak, and that Phil is not. People need to be worked on. Maybe even converted. especially those with Livejournals.

Deadly Evans: UPDATE BLOG OMG YOU SUCK
Deadly Evans: YOU WOULD NEVER SURVIVE LIVEJOURNAL

O contrare mon frere, YOU would never survive teh BLOG!!!!111one.

Just S p a c e: I LOVED LOTR
Just S p a c e: 3 HOUR ORGASM
Just S p a c e: OMFG OMFG OMFG
Deadly Evans: NOOOOOOOO!
Deadly Evans: DONT YOU FUCKING SPOIL IT
Deadly Evans: RAWR
Deadly Evans: RAWR
Deadly Evans: GRRR
Deadly Evans: GO AWAY
Just S p a c e: YOU RUINED REVOLUTIONS FOR ME
Just S p a c e: FRODO DIES AT THE END!!!!!
Just S p a c e: OMG RUINATED!!!
Deadly Evans: TRINITY IS CARRYING MORPHEUS'S BABY!!!
Deadly Evans: OH YEAH
Just S p a c e: hahahah
Deadly Evans: OH YEAH!
Just S p a c e: you're a jerk
Deadly Evans: BEAT THAT
Just S p a c e: frodo dies, arwen dies, and aragorn loses an arm!!!!!
Deadly Evans: MARIA GETS WITH RODRIGO!! AND THEN HERNANDO COMMITS SUICIDE!!
Deadly Evans: YEAH!
Just S p a c e: NOT HERNANDO!!!!!
Just S p a c e: NOOOOOOOOOO

Once again, a big sigh for enders.
---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 7:54 PM

Blogger,


Complete sincerity: You believe in being
straightforward with others, and you expect the
same from them. People would consider you a
good listener, and one who is calm and mostly
serious.


Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
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Your element is Air. You are an artistic person
with a unique sense of style. You are
intelligent; although prone to wonder in
thought which, prevents you from paying full
attention to most things, constantly active and
most likely like to sing. Constantly moving the
air is a force of nature. One moment you can be
a breeze the next a tornado.


What's your element
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You are Form 8, Demon: The Destroyer.

"And The Demon took advantage of the chaos
and seized civillization. With grace and
style, Demon slit The Goddess's belly and
drowned the world in her blood. The Goddess,
The Demon, and the world were no
more."

Some examples of the Demon Form are Seth (Egyptian)
and The Horsemen of the Apocalypse (Christian).
The Demon is associated with the concept of
destruction, the number 8, and the element of
earth.
His sign is the full moon.

As a member of Form 8, you are a very strong willed
individual. You don't let others' opinions
sway your own and you're usually not afraid to
speak your mind. However, some may see you as
a bit overly passionate but it's just because
you never back down from your values. No
matter what, you always do everything with
style. Demons are the best friends to have
because they will back you up.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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You are Wolverine!

A loner by nature, you feel uncomfortable when
around those you don't know and even those you
do. You are awkward when it comes to
relationships, but fiercely loyal to those you
love.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
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Mors


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You're a natural born trouble-maker. You hate
authority and do everything you can to get
around the law, or in some cases, break it.
Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once a
decision is made. Your nature is fiery and
courageous, and always out-going. You love
attention and usually have kinky fetishes
you're not afraid to explore. People either
love you or hate you.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Legardored is your Vampire name.
You are one hell of an insane Vampire. Anyone who
messes with you is out of their minds.
To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
go here:
www.life-blood.vze.com


What is your Vampire name?
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You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
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You're goin' down! FOR THEIVING!
Please rate if you liked!



What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes)
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Fight Club!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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your asshole.


What swear word are you?
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regular, plain old sex-- boring to some, yet you
seem to love it. hey, do whatever pleases you!
(and of course your significant other)


What type of SEX do You enjoy?
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You should be dating a Leo.
23 July - 22 August
This mate is honest and loyal, with a sunny
disposition. Though this lion has the tendency
to be arrogant, sulky or smug, he/she is
unrestrained in bed.


What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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You're: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds."

What type of eyes do you have?
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That was alot of quizzes.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:48 PM