[Penny for my thought ]

[Saturday, January 04, 2003]

blogger,
this morning i made a new layout (go me) yeah it rules officially. and i posted the prologue on the other blog, which nobody may see yet. its a secret blogger :-o. amy saw it but just because the layout was there first. thats all for now.

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 3:20 PM

blogger,
so today i learned to play drives by incubus. just the intro/verse riff, but i just fel so good when i had it down and i was all happy and stuff...yeah. so i talked to amy for a few hours this morning. yeah we both stayed in PJ's till like 11 and i felt so gross samurai jack again tonight. holler that. john doe tonight. score. i cant believe vacation is over already. oh well, it was fun. i started writing today. i didnt draw anything yet tho. blah. i have to do my earth science project. i was all enthusiastic about it at first but now i dont think the jokes are funny. another reason i could never be a comedian, i dont think theyre funny after the first time...at least you wouldnt get any repeat jokes tho. this morning amy asked me if i liked anyone and for the first time ever i just came up blank. i like it better this way. its easier. today my biggest problem was when i came to the realization that shampoo is a redundant industry. i use shampoo on my head, but i have hair on the rest of my body. so is that hair not clean because i'm using normal soap on it? or is shampoo just dumb? who knows. (and yes, i will continue to use both shampoo and soap, don't worry) till tomorrow,

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:10 PM

blogger,
samurai jack is the greatest cartoon ever. its so great. the animation kicks ass. yeah today i saw catch me if you can. it was awesome. today was a good day. tomorrow i have drama yaaaaaay. good night blogger

---me me me me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:30 PM

blogger,
so today i hung out with john because he does his homework and doesnt procrastinate like jane and then cant hang out with the steve. stupid jane. i love her, shes like stimpy. so yeah i rule at magic. and jane walks funny. tomorrow i'll be missing another 4 hour drama practice. danielle and i are going to build a snowman with a straight jacket if theres alot of snow. poor little girl has her head all messed up, but its ok. yep so i'm very happy. my new years resolutions are: spend less time online and more time with jerry, to do my work, and to be happy, god dammit. so i'm happy, and i played with jerry alot yesterday. for your future knowledge, my acoustic guitar is named jerry, hes very quiet but he enjoys playing santana and dave matthews band. yep yep yep well i'm gunna go enjoy vacation some more. i still have to read tale of two cities and do my earth science project blah. but that will only take a day each so i'm good and earth science isnt due till he eighth so that gives me another day. score. ok good night blogger.

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:37 PM

blogger,
it's new years day. yippee. so last night on MTV they had a total division of worlds in times square. they had busta rhymes and some other white rapper guy "preforming" up in the trl studio, and out in times square was Avril. wow she never ceases to amaze me. she comes on and is all like "yes, i admit i'm pop, but from now on were going hard rockin style, in fact my new single which i'm going to preform for you right now is all hard core and sheez" and then she sings this super sappy song. yeah one of her three guitarrists did a little jumpy thing off his little 10-watt amp and that was about it. has anyone else noticed the odd simiolarities between her and alanis morosette? they sound alike, they're both canadian, they both would be better off dead....? yeah i wanna see B2K fight Nsync to the death in a cage match. stupid whores. yeah and janet jackson has the most perfect body, i think shes a robot. third eye blind preformed on ABC last night and they were absolutely horrible. it was so depressing, theyre all old now and can't sing or jump around. they played jumper and i almost cried cuz it was so bad. my new years resolution, for january at least, is not to get involved in the resolutions of the rest of my family. thats all for now, i just couldnt resist the urge to update again knowing it was a new day. yeah, last night i watched too much tv. maybe i'll sleep uring the day and become a vampire again for the rest of the week.

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:08 AM

blogger,
i apologize to all you "time" people who insist that yesterday wasnt the last day of the year. i lied, so sue me. yeah so TODAY is the last day of the year. whoopty-frickin-doo. were having people over, my dad is in a super ambitious mood and made enough food for next years new years eve too, my mom is flippin out again, and my brother, being the victim of the psychological damage from all of this is acting like he's 2 years old, purpousely being super obnoxious and pissing everyone off then when i yell at him he crys. boy imma miss him someday. yep so just to be cliche for all of you, i'm off and I'll see you next year happy fucking new years

If i die in my sleep, i hope i wake up happy.

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:26 PM

dear Blogger,
today is the last day of 2002. i, unlike the rest of the world, dont see any significance in new years or whatever. its just another day. i guess its just part of my anti-holiday mind set thing. well to take a different approach i'm going to treat new years this year as a new beginning. last year was very blase, and i dont want to keep going on like this. my goals right now include: asking her out, memorizing my lines for the play, reading "tale of two cities" practice guitar at least an hour a day, and to write more. i need to think of names for the charachters in my book, because right now theyre all named things from other things ive read, like urza mishira and quezacotl. i also need to get some really really big paper. i'm going to do the mural on paper and hang it on the wall since i'm not allowed to colour on the walls. starting tomorrow i'm not holding back on anything. i'm also going to need to play tennis more often. i wish all my hobbies didnt need a second person so much. the things i like doing that require another person are: chess, cards, tennis, and things i do by myself are guitar, run (once a month) and write in the blog...but i dont think that should count. i wish i had a twin who would always be there to play with. i'm just lonely i guess. my hair is getting exactly how i want it. its long enough so that its really scraggly and in my eyes, and its cozy and warm. i've begun dreaming again, and every night i's so vivid and real, but i've yet to draw any of it yet. i'm going to force myself to become ambidextrous at everything. i can already write draw whatever lefty but i cant guitar lefty, and thats going to take practice. i'm also going to get a violin, and i'm going to need to get a job for that. blaaah maybe i can find a place in warwick in one of the rich people stores where noone comes in all day and i can just sit there and do nothing like i would anyway. like at the persian rug store...yeah thats it my life ambition, as cliche as it may be, is to make something of myself. if i cant do anything good, maye i can commit suicide and take out a city with me. that would be cool. or maybe someday i'll fly away and never come back. either way i just hope its fun


----happy new years and what not
[Posted by Stephen] at 6:07 PM

blogger,
today i was a waste of life if there ever was one. i called like 6 people and nobody called back, i did nothing productive. yep so i have drama tomorrow....yeah....4 hours at burke, can't wait. my finger hurts. i feel awkward eating some foods, like rice, jello, and ice cream, and sometimes mashed potatoes. do you chew them? or just swallow them whole? i dont know...i'm a confuzed little kid, but at least my problems are getting less and less life threateningly-complicated. only 3 more days of icky medicine :-) then i'm going to be well again yay =). i'll catch you on the flip side

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:48 PM