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[Saturday, January 11, 2003]

blogger,
oyy track meet last night. that was horrible. we left school at 4 got to west point at 5 and my race was at 9. yeah so by then i was all cold and i did horrible, i came in dead last by like 15 seconds. i dont even want to know my time. i dont care, because it was horrible. i'm not going to any more track meets ever. that was the biggest waste of my time. i got back to burke at 1:00. way to early in the day to be at school. i saw brianne and becky while i was there which was nice. and i met danielles boyfriend chris. nice kid. and i talked to greg for 3 hours while amy was running. i'm supposed to be at play practice now, but i think i'll mosey on in at about 12:00 because i can hardly walk, i'm all sore and my legs are so tight. blah. did i mention i also fucked up the relay? yeah my group was me jeromy sal and lendl, and jeromy was way out ahead, i got it and 5 people passed me. ug. that was a horrible experience. never do track. ever ever ever. note to self: never do track ever ever ever.....EVER. oy. well i need to go eat breakfast, and i've had to pee since last night.

--me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:56 AM

blogger,
today was a very good day. school went by really fast. i stayed for the optional track practice, then amy drove me home. i give her a present every day. i'm like santa. its really cool. i made a new friend today, michele erin and cassies friend. shes cool. but amy mckiernan is the coolest person ever. drama tomorrow and i dont know my lines. hoo boy this wont be good. i made chocolate soda today. and it was good. thats all i have to say. goodnight blogger

it feels like i'm talking to
lonelyman without a vision
stuff his mouth with indescision
it feels like i'm talking to
charlie browns parents

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:53 PM

blogger,
today was iffy. i feel out of place, unwanted almost. i dont know why. i have to redo my earth science project blah. good night blogger.
[Posted by Stephen] at 6:38 PM

blogger,
vacation is officially over. i did everything i set out to do. which was nothing. i did all my tale of two cities work, it took 2 hours about, that was it. not bad i must say. i'm going to read the last chapter of the dilbert book later before i go to bed, and everything is accomplished. my goals for the new year (updated) are as follows: spend more time practicing guitar, spend more time being someones friend, and not just another guy whos funny sometimes yeah hes good to have around, but i want people to miss me sometimes. i dont know. there are some people i consider my friends but i dont know what they think about me. i'm all alone inside.

this world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:17 PM

hey blogger,
yesterday i pretty much just hung out. this entire vacation was basically me just hanging out by myself. i didnt really mind, and when i woke up this morning i said out loud "dammit i have to go back to school tomorrow." this sucks, i don't want to go back. today i have to write up the chapter-by-chapter summarys for tale of two cities. to quote myself "if i wrote that book i would have hung myself with it when i was done writing it...or at least tried to choke on it" its the most boring thing i have ever read in my entire life. i think in my book i'm going to include one part where someone goes to england and kills that boring ass hole just for kicks. arg his writing style drives me crazy. freaking..."and there was a river, blue it flowed clear, next to the gate not 3 inches from the shore in the clear water blue there was a rock and the rock near the gate in the river blue was not important at all but i just wasted a page telling you about a rock you dumb fuck" arg. i watched jay and silent bob strike back last night, funny stuff. i saw char's counterattack last night too. it was surprisingly good, considering it was a gundam movie and everything gundam has the exact same plot bad guys come, good guy has gundam, badguys get gundam good gundam makes piliot of good gundam gay by telling him to fight with his heart, asteroid threatens to hit earth, good guy and bad guy both die trying to save earth. the end. g-gundam was better cuz there was less asteroid and more gay....i mean fighting. i'll let you look in my other blogger now i guess, just because nobody would want to look in it anyway. last year of r my birthday my dad got me this big blank book, so i'm going to write a story in it and illustrate it. i already drew all the charachters, and i'll probably upload my sketches one day, but untill then i'll show you if you really wanna see. this other blogger is just so i can organize what i write as a rough draft. no erin, its not going to be updated everyday, i dont have time for that. urg daddy's never going to let me get that new computer like he said he would. damn. oh well, i'll see you tomorrow, sadly....in school *blah*

I'm not alone cause the tv's on yeah
I'm not crazy cause i take the right pills everyday

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:26 AM