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[Saturday, March 15, 2003]

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today is a big nothing day. i'm not going anywhere, doing anything, but i dont care. i have to do like 500 things for school. blah. i'm happy to report that for the past two hours and 15 minuites, i've been playing guitar. i'm so out of it, i havent played in so long. i'd forgotten how much i love jerry. he's my buddy. as my present to you, i've made it so my entire blogger appears on this page, because i'm lazy and don't feel like doing the archive link thing. one of these days i'm going to sit down and make some cool graphics for this site. seriously. that would make it that much cooler. yeah, today is the most chilled out emo day ever. i'm wearing my blink 182 shirt, which i had to dig to the bottom of my T-shirt pile to get. good stuff. i'm listening to the get up kids, i love them, seriously. theyre number three on my list of bands i need to see before i die. dave matthews band was #1, Rufio was #2 and i've seen both of them. next is the get up kids, then probably yellowcard or jimmy eat world. i learned to play bits of "dont hate me" ten minuites ago, its such a good song. i cant wait until rufio comes out with their new full length. this weekend i have to do so many projects for school. i have to do my leisure reading report, i'm going to do the newspaper one, that'll be easy. i have to do global, WWI research paper, that can wait till monday night, then i also have to do this stupid earth science project and the math regents thing mrs conklin gave us. i think i'll go do math now, i did spanish this morning while i was watching cartoons. oh yeah! last night i saw Once upon a mattress at warwick HS. it was good, hehe john was so funny. melissa was there, but she sat with krista and whoeevr else, her mom sat with us. i'm mad at her for not letting melissa come to the play last weekend. nobody i invited to come came. grr. i really need to get the tape of it, i wanna watch it. i also have to get rid of my costume. baseball pants, a red turtleneck and a scarf...hmm i'll never be wearing that again. there are about 400 typos in this entry, but i dont care. whatever. later.

mood: chilled out
music: foo fighters - everlong

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 1:01 PM

blogger,
hey there, its friday afternoon, i'm at school for "yearbook" and operation burn all the games from my computer in typing class onto cd so i can go home tonite and play megaman X3 until i beat it. boo yah. thats a little too 90's. i need a new catch phrase. possible catch phrases: "in the pants" "bada-bing" "boo yah" "who is your daddy, and what does he do" eh...i'll think about it. i should probably be working on something for the yearbook, which is the reason i'm staying after today. tonite i'm going to see "once upon a mattress" at WVHS. good stuff. i think i'm going to see it anyway, as long as it wasnt delayed due to the snow yesterday. EB's in it, christine quit drama :-o. there i got typing out emoticons again. what a dork i am. three different music's playing....

mood: here
music: evanescence, get up kids, and taking back sunday

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 3:43 PM

Blogger,
today was stupid. seriously. i went to the orthodontist and came into school late, so i missed study hall. i wasnt going to go in at all, but then i was like "nah its not going to snow enough to cancel tennis, besides its indoors". we don't go home early, tennis is cancelled. so i came home. oh and this is for sarah---I, STEPHEN PAPAGEORGE, AM NOT IN LOVE WITH CAROLYN BROCKMANN. dope. what a ruble she is. seriously. so yeah, i choked again today. i'm sorry joey. i'll do it someday. seriously. i have absolutely nothing to do, so i'm going to do this servey thing i'm about to shiste off of Mike Perri's deadjournal

Name 3 habits u have:
1) Guitar
2) Tennis
3) Yu-gi-oh

Name four scents you love:
1) White castle burgers
2) Melissa
3) feces
4) watermelon push pops

Name something you'd never wear:
1) a red shirt with the kool-aid man's face on it

Name 3 animals you like:
1) saber-toothed screaming lemurs
2) llamas
3) sarah sampson

Name four television shows you love:
1) everwood
2) smallville
3) friends
4) the man show

Name 2 bands/genres most people don't know you like:
1) reggae
2) rap...ie jurassic 5, B2K...i mean...no. but seriously like jurassic 5 and gorillaz and stuff like that

Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
1) iced tea
2) powerade
3) OJ

Name a random fact about yourself:
i can't make myself burp.

Name a random fact about your family:
they're all scared of spiders

Have you ever...
1)Fallen for your Best Friend? nope
2)Made out with JUST a friend? yeah
3)Been rejected or heartbroken? yeah, twice
4)Been in love? I am right now
5)Been in lust? only on wednesdays
6)Used someone? for ring dings, yes
7)Been used? i wouldnt know
8)Cheated on someone? nope
9)Been cheated on? dunno
10)Done something you regret? many times, who hasn't?

Who was the last person..
11)You touched? Joey Casabona's pudgy hand...and it was good
12)You talked to? erin
13)You hugged? carolyn = )
14)You instant messaged? Joey again
15)You yelled at? Melissa DeZarate...for being a whore and going home early
16)You laughed with? sarah on el autobus
17)You had a crush on? i still like her :-\
18)Who broke your heart? her :-(


Do you:
19)Colour your hair? never!
20)Have tattoos? temporary...harry potter, boo-yah
21)Piercings? none
22)Own a web cam? want one
23)Have aol? optimum online
24)What should you be doing right now? PLAYING TENNIS
25)What are you listening to? goo goo dolls - black balloon
27)Chicken or fish? chicken
28)Do you have a favourite animal? saber-toothed screaming lemur
29)Is ice cream the best thing in the world? at friendlies with a 12 inch spoon, yes

1. What would your dream date be?: DMB in concert
2. Single flower or a dozen? bouquet of shredded TV Guides
3. Silver, gold or platinum? Silver
4. Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home? home
6. Silly or serious romance? silly, i can't be serious
7. Marvin Gaye or Barry White? ...in the same sentence...*splooge*


8. Do you consider yourself:

Romantic? not much
Snotty? nope
Quiet? when people are being serious
Boring? a bit
Funny? on occasion

Have you ever...
Dissected something? yup
Drank fluids? no, i absorb moisture through the air.
Kissed someone? mm hmm
Missed someone? amy
Told someone you love them? all de itime
Talked to someone you have a crush on? daily
What CD is in your CD player right now? The daredevil soundtrack
Q. Favourite song? Rufio - still
Q. What is your shoe size? 11
Q. What will you be when you grow up? old
Q. What are you doing right now? writing i nthe blogger
Q. What's that smell? white castle burgers.....*drool*

oh man...its over already...drat. now i have nothing to do again. another note on my charachter: today and yesterday, all week i've felt so dumb. people tell me stuff and i totally don't comprehend it. its so horrible. people need to talk in terms of i or something. i understand math, seriously. numbers flow, words get stuck in my ears. ok, well while i was doing the servey, i thought i heard my phone ringing, and it was so i'm going to go see who it was and maybe call them back. adios blogger.

mood: *grumble grumble*
music: foo fighters - everlong (i have a secret crush on mike perri)

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 4:51 PM

Blogger,
i stayed after today to help DG with her yearbook. its really good, i got alot done. i finished writing the article "a day in the life of a sophomore" it's not my best work, but it was a hit. it only took up half a page, so mallory is writing one too, to put next to it. i've decided, in total dedication to joey casabona, to ask her out. of course, i chickened out like four times today...but amy and i sat down in the hallway and had a talk about this, and if i don' do it now, i never will and then i'll regret it forever and ever and then after that. tomorrow i have my first tennis practice of the year. i'm so excited, you have no idea. i've been looking foward to this all year. so tomorrow has the possibility to be great or completely shitty. its supposed to snow. i hope no. it really needs to not snow seriously. blah.

you're watching my heart being
so close to you, your breathing stops
open wounds still bleeding
you're my everything, you're my everything
and time stands still

mood: confused
music: rufio - still

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 7:52 PM

Blogger,
i'm faced with a problem. tell her and risk it getting weird, or just go along flirting and be happy holding hands. erg. i don't know why girls are so complicated, but its really getting on my nerves. carolyn told me that people think we're going out. gee i wonder why ;-). carolyn is not the girl i like. we are not going out. we are friends.....friends who touch a little too much but friends none-the-less. drama today = ) it was fun. i got moved into the part of "steward" in "anything goes" i basically just have to carry bags and serve joey breakfast. thats about it. i'm the drunk too, which is cool. thursday i have tennis practice *finally* oy. i'm so tired. i think i might go to bed at like 8:30 tonite. everything is repeats so i have no reason to watch tv. oh well.

"Alright listen to me. you pull up right where she is right? you get outta the car and you lock both doors. then you get outta the car, and you walk over to her. you bring her over to the car. you take out the key, put it in the lock and open the door for her. then you let her get in, and you close the door. then you walk around the back of the car and you look in through the rear window and if she doesnt reach over and lift up that button for you, so you can get in, dump her. just like that. listen to me kid. if she doesnt reach over and lift up that button so you can get in, that means she's a selfish broad. and what you've seen is only the tip of the iceburg. you dump her and you dump her fast"

mood: confused
music: the ataris - your boyfriend sucks

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:13 PM

blogger,
why do people have so much hate inside of them? i don't understand it. on my favorites list, i have 13 peoples online journals and right now at least 7 of them are full of hate and scorn. i don't understand how this happens. amy and i once discussed how people go out and break up in cycles, but its not just relationships that have a cycle, its a love/hate cycle. and right now everyone is in the hate end of their cycle. i wish everyone was like me, and just didn't care, altho that might not work out very well, but at least i'd be content with knowing that there wasn't half as much hate in the world. this whole USA going to war thing is total bullshit. i'm not going to mention who else is mad over a stupid thing, but its pissing me off. people need to grow up. seriously. just the fact that they're mad about nothing is making me mad. its a vicious cycle. erg. whatever, i give up. its time to watch everwood. if its a repeat i'm going to cry, i've been looking foward to watching it all day.

mood: confused
Music: rufio - don't hate me

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:01 PM

blogger,
so much free time today!!! i love it!! i stayed after to help DG with the yearbook, i'm writing an article "a day in the life of a sophomore" its interesting. tomorrow i'm supposed to poll sophomores and find out what they would say to describe this year so far. tomorrow is drama and such. yipee = ). i got my progress report today, here are my grades. math: 70 spanish: 90 global: 92 computers: 95 earth science: 99 english: 83 religion: 90 and "needs to put more effort into homework" what a loser she is. psshh. whatever. i'm gunna go play guitar now, because i havent in like 3 weeks and i have no work or anything to do = )

mood: content
music: creed - one last breath

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 7:07 PM

Blogger,
well, the play is oficially over, today we dismantled the set and such. we choped the benches into little tiny pieces, and it was good. then we played video games for 3 hours and ate pizza in the art room. well, now its all over. back to the boring daily routine. blah. i can't wait until tennis starts. the snow really needs to melt, seriously. its supposed to snow tonite. this sucks. blah. tomorrow i think i'll stay after to help with yearbook or something. i just don't wanna take the bus home. it takes way to long. next weekend i'm going to try to get my permit or something = ). i'm also going to try to hang out with cassie, cuz i havent seen her in forever, and chill with joey casabonizzle ma brotha from da hood. yeah. so thats about it for today. maybe with all my free time i'll make a new layout.....nah

mood: content
music: brand new - jude law and a semester abroad

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:43 PM

blogger
another amazing nite. holy shit. galbo broke his elbow and cut his finger open, so they had to totally improvise the fight scene, once again sound tech was completely incompetant. *cough cough* scheels *cough cough* it was quite interesting to say the least. i'm just glad that all those monthes and late days paid off. it was absolutely amazing. i'm so happy right now. wow. i need to go to sleep tho, cuz tomorrow we're having a cast party. we're taking over he school muahahaha. good night moon = )

mood: extatic
music: green day - time of your life

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 12:12 AM