[Penny for my thought ]

[Saturday, April 26, 2003]

blogger,
today is dragging on and on and on. so yeah, i talked to kerry, and we discussed our predicament. we came to the conclusion that we like eachother too much to let what we have going end so fast like this. i like this girl too much to let her go. its just not fair the way things are. my proverb of the moment is "the world is unfair, but never unfair in my favor" and its true. it amazing how awry things can go in a matter of minuites. erg. so that being said, we're cool, but no one else is. so i kinda want monday to come, because school is going to be the only place i'll ever see her anymore. boo parents. so i'm done for today. i want things to work out someday. maybe one day i'll win life's lottery.

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:02 PM

blogger,
i didn't get much sleep last night. :-(, i missed cartoons because NOW my parents decide they're mad at me for "getting that poor girl in trouble, you should have known better" blah blah blah. its a crappy day out, i don't feel too good about this situation, and the majority of today is probably going to be spent doing homework, because i put it all off till now. i'm kind of mad at myself for that. i'm just kinda mad at the world right now. i wish things were different. blah. i need to make english note cards. ugh.

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 11:28 AM

blogger blogger blogger.....
today was the best/worst day ever. kerry came over, and we had ALOT of fun, me beating her at basketball, air hockey, street fighter...the list goes on. when she had to leave, i was really heart broken. steve has fallen hard. i'm so in love with this girl, it crazy. the worst part about it is i don't know when i'll ever see her again, and if shes even going to be allowed to go outta the house before she's 35. so once again steve has fallen for the impossible girl, altho this time its already been proven possible, for which i am eternally greatful to danielle. i'm so overjoyed and sad at the same time. i like this girl so much, but this is how it going to be, sneaking out and bumming rides off of people. i guess you have to take what you can get, its not that often something happens to steve as good as kerry. this is the only thought on my mind right now, and i've really nothing else to say. good night blogger :-\

mood: sooo good and sooo bad
music: none

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:02 PM

blogger,
well, i officially got fucked by a multinational corporation. its SO not fair too. so, as you know, or don't know, last weekend i bought the special edition of robotech battlecry, after hearing such great reviews and good things about it......so i buy it, and it sucks. horribly. i actually think the only reason i'm not content with it is because i have zone of the enders, which is almost the same thing, and is also like 10x better. so, i shelled out thirty dollars for this peice of crap, and now i want to return it, and icall EB games, and ask how much its worth for the trade in, the spacial edition with all the things it came with are only worth $7. yipee. so now i'm stuck with this peice of crap, which is probably more valuable for me to keep than trade in for $7. i could find $7in change if i rummaged through the couch cushions. shit. i hate when this happened. i probably got about 3 hours out of that game, and most of it was spent swondering if the game got better as it progressed. shit.
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thought organization time!!!! so, i got all my earth science homework done today, and started math. so the homework i have to do for the rest of vacation includes: finishing the math, doing the global human rights essay, writing note cards for the term paper, and the spanish essay. i don't really think i need to do spanish, i have another 10 days before its due and it'll only take like 20 minuites to write, it has to be 2 pages double spaced, and i have that much written on my hand.
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mood: fucked (by a multi-national corporation to be exact)
music: jimmy eat world - the sweetness

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 7:58 PM

blogger,
heyyy blogger. another day at home over vacation!! woo!!!! i'm excited. john came over, and kevin went to mark's so me and john played street fighter, then jurrasic park for PS2 which is absolutely amazing. uhh i taught him to play yu-gi-oh, and then we played magic, all of the said activities consisted of me kicking his ass. he deserved it, in street fghter, i was zangeif and he beat me. it was bad. well, it took him 6 guys in a row to do it, without me replenishing my health, but still. zangeif is sacred! so, that concluded todays recreational activities. now i have to do homework, and clean the house before mom comes home, shes on the warpath today, oh man don't get HER started. tomorrow kerry is hopefully going to escape the confines of her house and we'll finally get to hang out. i'm excited. so, now i must depart, i have many chores to do and alot of homework to tackle. later.

mood: overwhelmed with homework
music: brand new - jude law and a semester abroad

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 5:27 PM

blogger,
i got some of my homework done today, i did the first chapter's work in earth science, and i went to the library with melissa to look up stuff for the term paper. i went through 50 articles only to find that my murder was unsolved. blah. i think i know who did it, and their motive though. muahaha detective steve. i haven't talked to kerry since yesterday morning. =(. blah. this is bad. right now shes out with amy, according to amy's away message. i wish i as out with her. i also wish i could drive and stuff, but whatever. someday. john parkinson is coming over tomorrow cuz mommy is working all day and into the night so i have to stay home with kevin. i'm excited to watch trigun tonight. i love that show so much, i wish they would show the unedited rurouni kenshin shows on adult swim. that would be neat-o keen. so, being the dork i am, my brother is bribing me to type his report with yu-gi-oh cards. better get to it. 100 entrees since february 15. coolness.

mood: alright
music: blink 182 - going away to college

---me

[Posted by Stephen] at 7:26 PM

blogger,
Well, i've decided to start publishing the blog on justspace.cjb.net again. happy birthday to all of you blog addicts. :-P. i did some earth science homework this morning while i watched last nights taped trigun and futurama. i think i'm going to the library today, so i gotta go do that. adios

mood: academic
music: rufio - save the world

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 12:43 PM

good evening blogger,
today was another long day. i took those quizzes, went on to eat lunch and vaccuum, which was interesting. i haven't really gotten to talk to kerry today :-\. i wish i could see her someday, i really do. this is like über-frustrating. tomorrow i'm going to the library with melissa to do research for the term paper. blah. this is going to piss me off so much. i have to sit there and read through like 50 articles about this stupid guy who had a stupid homosexual affair with his stupid secretary. erg. way to go ass hole. yeah, so i haven't started my homework yet, any of it, and i have alot. i'm going to do it all tomorrow tho. every last bit of it. ...the term paper stuff at least. then i have to do earth science, and global and spanish arent due monday so i don't have to do them. score. the next tennis anything is next monday, vs. liberty, at 4:00. please come to it :-). i would really appreciate it. thats really all i have to say for tonight, and just for the record....megazord would SO kick the crap out of optamis prime.

mood: alright
music: rufio - in my eyes

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 11:01 PM

blogger,
so this morning has gotten off to a good start, i slept till 10:00. ate chinese for breakfast, and took 400 online quizzes. here they are.

My goddamn rock solid ghetto shiznit name is Wankmaster Teapot, Yo.
What's yours?
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Just S p a c e: My goddamn rock solid ghetto shiznit name is Wankmaster Teapot, Yo.What's yours?
growling529: My goddamn rock solid ghetto shiznit name is Harry Get Down.

My insulting name is Zebra bastard zebra zebra zebra zebra fucker Paraplegickicker!
What's yours?

My Mormon name is Benteen Zaragrunudgeyon!
What's yours?

I'm an irredeemably eejitous, liberal, tight as fuck, pathetically simple-minded, dribbling child!
See how compatible you are with me!
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Cat in a fan...tee hee


Which Colossal Death Robot Are You?


Which Genocidal Maniac Are You?
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Which Latter-Day Glendinningite are you?
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Are you damned?
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You're coming back! And if you are a Hindu you are going to have very specific characteristics:

"The slayer of a woman and the destroyer of embryos becomes a savage full of diseases; who commits illicit intercourse, a eunuch; who goes with his teacher’s wife, disease-skinned. The eater of flesh becomes very red; the drinker of intoxicants, one with discolored teeth...." (Garuda Purana)


How dumb are you?

and there you have it. i'll write more later, i need to go watch last night's everwood and other shows i missed because i was talking to my most favorite person in the whole entire world.

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 1:03 PM

blogger,
this was, without a doubt, the longest day ever. out of habit, and thanks to kerry, i was up till like 1:30 last night. then at around 5:30, some ass hole on my street decides to try out every power tool he can lay his hands on, so i could not sleep. this morning i read Sang Spell. it was pretty good, but it was a romantic more than action book, not really my style. it was kinda like a teen adaptation of Brigadoon. then kevin and i watched harry potter 2....3 hours...oh man. and then it was 1:00. i was kinda at a loss of what to do all day, and i was waiting by the phone....well, thanks to cordless phones, i was waiting comfortably on the couch with jerry, with the phone....for kerry to call. turns out shes got quite alot going on so we're not going to get to hang out till who knows when = (. i am deeply saddened by this, but i'll live. on the bright side, danielle is back from delaware, so now i have someone to hang out with all day rather than sit at home and do zero. bad news is they aren't opening their pool till who knows when, AND its going to rain all week. that means no tennis till next monday, we play liberty. go team. my goal is to get my name on the wall i nthe gym for winning the counties, or section IX. either one. i don't think it can't be done, but it's going to be difficult. tomorrow mom is working so i'll be chillin at home i guess. she was on the rampage today, oh my gosh. i got screamed at for a good 10 minuites for absolutely nothing today when she got home. it was bad. i thought i was saved cause i was on the phone, but nooo. the SECOND i hung up, she was on me. scary. no thought organization today either, i forgot. sorry amy.

mood: blaaaah
music: jimmy eat world - splash, turn, and twist

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:15 PM

blogger,
so today was good. the easter bunny was good to us and brough yu-gi-oh's and comic books. kevin got magic cylinder, masked beast, AND last warrior from another planet. not fair = (. so all day all i did was read, and then we went out to eat at some fancy place in warwick. i hate going out to eat, i can never stomach the stuff. i'd rather eat left over chinese, and take the chance of getting SARS, thango out to some stupid fancy place with 4 forks (actually there were only 2, but its the same principle). later i plan on having a bowl of ice cream and watching a movie. good stuff. i'm shivering like a bad shiverer right now. i don't know why. its like 80º in this room. i'm trying to figure out some way to see kerry tommorrow. and all i hear in the back of my head is amy saying "way to ask her out and not see her forever" psshh. go away little amy on my shoulder. i wan to go swimming. i wish danielle would come back from stupid delaware and open her pool so we can swim. ever since we moved we haven't gone to the Y at all. if not for speedos and shaving, i'd so wanna be on a swim team. this summer i want to take the lifeguard course down the shore. mom asked me where i was going to work over the summer, i think i might want to work at meltdown, not at M&M again, god forbid, that place was horrible. oy, i cannot concentrate, this blogger has taken like 20 minuites to write. i apoligize to amy, i could not organize my thoughts for you. maybe tomorrow.

mood: blah
music: rufio - above me

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:59 PM