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[Saturday, May 10, 2003]

Blogger,
I would just like to state for the record that Kerry Sullivan is my favorite human being. Thats right. Today was such a great day, oh man. This morning i didn't go to the Yu-Gi-Oh tournament like i thought i was going to; I just stayed home and watched cartoons. Then, dad and I went to Winn Comics, and i got 2 Pegasus starter decks. I now have the ultimate Gravity Bind deck. Then came the best part of today. I went to the mall with Kerry, Joe, and Carolyn, and we went to see X-men. joe and i have determined that chivalry is not dead, but we at least deserve armor and a sword. So for 2 hours i had my 2 favorite things in the world at once, Kerry in my arms, and X-men on the screen. Yeah, it was good. I miss her alot right now, it was so good before. I can't believe how much I like her, seriously. So now I have to decimate Kevin in Yu-Gi-Oh. good night Blogger.

Mood: Happy :-)
Music: Dashboard Confessional - Drowning

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:49 PM

blogger,
another mediocre day. school was such a drag. i was so bored all day. i went to lots of lunch again, yeah mang.
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the tennis match today was cancelled, liberty had to forfeit because they had their spring concert tonite and half the team couldn't make it. oh well. so we get the win. if sean and I beat either ellenville and/or goshen next week, we get into counties. i don't know if we can do it, but i have faith. i think we have a chance against ellenville. goshen....bah. the rest of the season includes monday vs. ellenville and wednesday vs. goshen, wednesday night is the seed meeting, and coach has to give in our records to see who plays in counties. from our team so far i believe rob joe marino and i'm not sure but i think the BK/Bill team might be qualified already. sean and i need one more win, or maybe we can get in at wild card, i don't know. i'm excited tho.
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so i come home today, and my mother is a mess. she picked me up and was on the verge of tears. apparently shes not doing so good :-( all she says is "I'm sick" so i'm really worried. as much as i try to dissociate myself from my family, i really do look up to them. my mother has the amazing ability to be happy all the time, when i don't even know whats going on between her and my father, and with her health. my father, on the other hand, has managed to keep this family together despite the fact we can't stand to be around eachother. my brother.....that's another story. he's able to never worry about ANYTHING "kevin you have an 8 page report due tomorrow" "i'll do it later, i wanna play basketball" amazing.
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so tomorrow i'm **HOPEFULLY** going to get to see kerry :-) i really really really hope this works out. i really really do. we're possibly going to the movies with carolyn and joe. hehe they're so cute. carolyn is such a dork, and joe's eyes dissappear when he smiles. >tee-hee< yeah, i'm really excited. i can't wait. X-Men 2 and kerry sullivan in the same night. oh man, i can't wait. i'm so excited :-D

mood: extatic
music: lucky boys confusion - fred astaire

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 7:42 PM

blogger,
i didn't have a tennis mat h today because it rained. thank god. i needed a day off. instead of doing al lthe work i should have done tho, i loafed around the house and played yu-gi-oh with kevin. i'm a master planner. i have zero clue when i'm going to do my term paper. shit. the kerry situation is bothering me more and more every day. we're goint o the movies on saturday tho :-). i'm so excited and happy all at once. yay :-). so its only 6:30...and i'm at a loss of what to do. i think i'm going to call carolyn. i have alot on my mind, i need to complain to her. i'm currently reading "go ask alice" good book, yo. i'm really into this whole diary thing. yeah man. so i guess this is the end of todays entry. goodbye blogger.

mood: relaxed
music: five iron frenzy - pre-ex-girlfriend

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 6:36 PM

blogger,
*sigh* another boring day in the life of steve. i need to write my intro for my term paper. blah. i lost in tennis today; it was bad, we should have won. yeah semi colon. anyway, the score was 6-7(2-7), 6-3, 3-6. we lost to o'neil the match score was 2-5 i believe. i left early so i'm not sure. its thunderstorming outside, i hope the power doesn't go out. i'd be mondo pissed. so last night an old "friend" IMs me. yeah, krista witt. i was like whoa, wtf? but shes bein nice, so i'll be nice. i just imed her now, lets see how this goes. after tennis i went to college night at eisenhower hall with dad, and got some brochures for colleges. fun fun. so yeah, i need to do my intro. good night

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:56 PM

blogger,
today was not the best day ever. i'm not going to write too much beause my hand hurts :-/ and i just finihsed my english essay. boo. i didn't see kerry much, what else is new. i miss her so much all the time. it such a tease to see her for 2 seconds all the time, i hate it. blah! tennis, we went to minisink at 7:00, played under the lights, we lost 7-0, sean and i lost 2-6, 4-6. not bad. we did good, they were just better, thats all. i'm going to bed now. good night blogger

mood: ok :-/
music: saves the day - nightingale

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:45 PM

blogger,
urg. i hate tennis. blah. it rained and we still played, all the way in fucking fallsburg. the bus was late, it took an hour to get there. urg. whatever, we won 7-0, sean and i won 6-3, 6-1. go us. we need to win 2 more to qualify for counties. team is 4-3 we're 4-3. woo hoo. match tomorrow vs. minisink. boo. i'm pooped like a mofo. good night all.

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:27 PM

blogger,
oh man, words cannot describe the night i just had. it was a life-fulfilling experience, i can now die happy like 70 times over. oh. amazing concert. here's the run down mien.
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First Shitty band: some shitty local band i think they were called "eighty four" or something, they sucked i hated them.
Second Shitty band: better, but still sucked called "neverending summer" or something like that. sucked ass
Third band: Don't Look Down. awesome. a new steve band. i'm going to download them. you should too, they were amazing. and they had good hair and alotta roadies.
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finally, after waiting like 3 hours, YELLOWCARD comes on the stage....and announces that their frontman, ryan, who sings and plays voilin got in a car accident and won't be preforming, and one of the ass hole roadies from one of the other bands is going to fill in. i almost shit my self when they started playing, because that ass hole was amazing. they did starstruck, A.W.O.L., for pete's sake, the michele branch cover "everywhere" and a few other songs i don't know, then ended it with october nights. perfect set. perfect.
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and now, the moment of truth, RUFIO!!! i almost crapped in my pants they were so amazing. i'd tell you what they played, but its easier to say what they DIDN'T play, which was one slowdance, tears, and face the truth. they played every released song. they came back for an encore, and ran out of songs. they played like a prayer which made me happy. they played above me, and i started thinkin about kerry, and i got all sad :-(. but yeah, they were orgasmically good. oh dear, the bassist is amazing, he did the swing the bass around your neck thing, it was noice. clark is the man. my hero.
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so, after the show, joe jess and i decided to be roadies and try to sneak in the back door, we walk up to it, and clark is RIGHT FREAKIN THERE...and joe pushes me in, and the HUGEST balck security guard knocks me out the door and is like "STAY AWAY" so then the yellowcard frontman walks by and is like "you guys waitin for someone" and me, not realizing who it was is like "yeah, get rufio out here" and he's like aight, and walks in and out come scott and clark. yeah, so me joey and jess got all their autographs, and we chilled with clark. awesome guy. we pretty much just talked about when and where who's touring. i told him i was at the ataris show last time they played the chance and he was like "good man" i love that guy, omg, my hero. he signed my little paper thingy. i'm going to laminate it. the yellowcard drummer checked out jess...lucky girl...i mean....hehe.
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so yeah, it was an amazing night beyond description.i'm never going to forget this. joey jess and I are now rufio roadies. holler w00t w00t. now i need to go to bed, cuz i gots school in the morning.

music: the ringing of my ears (i won't be able to hear anything till thursday)
mood: I LOVE RUFIO!!!!!

---me

[Posted by Stephen] at 11:57 PM

blogger,
good morning, RUFIO TONITE!!! this is going to be the longest day ever. i have to write my spanish paper so i don't fail spanish for the year, and i have to do an outline for english, so i don't fail for the year. joey just sent me this thing from the news about bloggers, and just because of that, i'm putting blogger back on the web. holler. hehe. so yeah. this was the link to the blogger thing Clicky and this site will once again be viewed at http://www.justspace.cjb.net. holler.

---me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:04 AM