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[Saturday, May 31, 2003]

Blogger,
Good day finally. It was Mallory's surprise 16th birthday party. Oh man, it was so much fun. Under the blood oath I swore to though, I cannot tell anything about it. Haha. Lots of fun. I'm a princess. Haha. I don't really feel like writing, so good night.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:33 PM

Blogger,
Another bad day of nothing. I'm really hating this no school thing. I'm really just hating people in general. Thats it. So, here's another quiz i got from Michele. I love Michele.

Basics : .
[ .001. ] first name: Stephen
[ .002. ] middle name: Alexander
[ .003. ] last name: Bond...James Bond.
[ .004. ] nickname(s): Steve-a-roo
[ .005. ] gender: I'm a dude
[ .006. ] age: 16
[ .007. ] birthday:February 14
[ .008. ] height: 5' 9"
[ .009. ] hair color: Black
[ .010. ] eye color: Brown
[ .011. ] race: Mediterranean
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: nope
[ .013. ] do you have braces: occasionally.
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: long
[ .015. ] where were you born: Newburgh
[ .016. ] current location: The Wick
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: Aquarius
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: 2
[ .019. ] nationality:Italian/greek
[ .020. ] bad habits: Being a jerk
[ .021. ] piercings you have: none
[ .022. ] piercings you want: Ears
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: 0
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: something cool, of my own design.
[ .025. ] today's date: may 30
[ .026. ] the time: 8:15 (pm)
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: sure why not


. : Family : .
[ .028. ] mother's name: Michele
[ .029. ] father's name: George
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: none...yet :-/
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): Kevin
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): Kevin
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: Don't think i have any
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: I have one...
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: I have one...
[ .036. ] worst relative: I have 2...
[ .037. ] best relative: still only have 2
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: never
[ .039. ]Does anyone in your family understand you?: Kevin, sometimes
. : Pets : .
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: yes
[ .041. ] what are their names: sarah sampson
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: OOC


. : School : .
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yea
[ .044. ] did you drop out: obviously not
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: 93.84
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 76 in math mmm i love it
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 76 in math
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mrs Bucala
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Cully
[ .050. ] favorite subject: Math
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: Math
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: Tennis
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: Chess club, year book, drama
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: i'm a loser
[ .056. ] favorite dance: the one white people do...oh wait
[ .057. ] favorite memory: that time i did something cool
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: the one where you do the thing with your feet and are like "whoa my feet are ghetto-licious"
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: i don't remember things, who do you think I am, the rememberer?
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: ...Rememberer much?

. : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] number: 2,694,502.5993
[ .062. ] clothing brand: I don't wear brand names.
[ .063. ] shoes: The same ones i've had forever
[ .064. ] saying: "lol"
[ .065. ] tv show: I don't watch tv
[ .066. ] sport: tennis
[ .067. ] vegetable: brocolli
[ .068. ] fruit: strawberrys
[ .069. ] movie: Vampire Hunter D
[ .070. ] magazine: Toyfare
[ .071. ] actor: Jet Li
[ .072. ] actress: Jenifer Garner *drool*
[ .073. ] candy: Sour Patch kids
[ .074. ] gum: probably I don't chew gum
[ .075. ] scent: Sarah Sampson
[ .076. ] candy bar: Reesees Peecees
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor:vanilla
[ .078. ] color: Green
[ .079. ] season: Summer
[ .080. ] holiday: Earth Day
[ .081. ] band: Rufio, Don't Look Down
[ .082 ] singer: Chris Carraba
[ .083. ] group: thats the same as band in my eyes
[ .084. ] rapper: Erin Yates
[ .085. ] type of music: punk rock
[ .086. ] thing in your room: Jerry...or Michele, but probably Jerry
[ .087. ] place to be: Not home
[ .088. ] radio station: WRRV
[ .089. ] tv channel: Cartoon Network
[ .090. ] junk food: popcorn
[ .091. ] overall food: Chinese
[ .092. ] store: EB Games
[ .093. ] shoe brand: I've owned the same pair of shoes for 3 years
[ .094. ] fast food: BK
[ .095. ] restaurant: Chicken or the Egg
[ .096. ] shape: Line
[ .097. ] time of day: 3:52 am
[ .098. ] country: Madagascar
[ .099. ] state: North Dakota
[ .100. ] boys name: Zeke
[ .101. ] girls name: Josie
[ .102. ] mall: Galleria
[ .103. ] video game: Street Fighter
[ .104. ] shampoo: Whatever's in there
[ .105. ] board game: Candyland
[ .106. ] computer game: The Sims
[ .107. ] car: mmm gimme a firebird anyday
[ .108. ] music video: Incubus - Drives
[ .109. ] swear word: stfu
[ .110. ] word: octopi (duhh Michele)
[ .111. ] month: August
[ .112. ] cartoon character: Kenshin Himoura
[ .113. ] scary movie: The Ring
[ .114. ] team: Burke Catholic Varsity Tennis
[ .115. ] Possession: yeah...mongo

. : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : .
[ .116. ] eminem: melts in your mouth, not in your hand
[ .117. ] dog: gy style
[ .118. ] hot: shit
[ .119. ] britney spears: boobies
[ .120. ] nsync: bye bye bye
[ .121. ] real world: new york
[ .122. ] orange: my favorite color last year
[ .123. ] choice: there is no spoon
[ .124. ] fuck: nuts...fucknits...haha
[ .125. ] bisexual: justin timberlake.
[ .126. ] black: pearl jam
[ .127. ] icp: thats not a word....and i don't like clowns

127 Questions later...I'm done! Thats it for today, I give up. Blah. Friday night standup is on Comedy Central. I think I'll go watch that. Cartoons in the morning. The one good part about today...its over.

Mood: Shitty
Music: Apocalyptica - One

---Me

[Posted by Stephen] at 8:50 PM

Blogger,
Blah today sucks. I hate it so much. Mom left and didn't say when she's coming back, and this morning she called just to tell me "no matter what, your father and I both love you." Great. Today sucks so much. I'm stuck in this house, alone, nobody is around. Boo days off! I'm so bored. This morning i made like 10 cd's. I guess I'll go draw and listen to them. I've nothing better to do.

I don't know what love is.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 2:23 PM

Blogger,
Well, today was a great day until my family came home. At 9:00 this morning, my mom took me to get my permit, then she droped me off at home and left for the day. Kevin comes home at 3:00, drops his book bag off, and takes off, mom comes home 10 minuites later and flips out that he's gone, dad comes home an hour ago and mom flips out on him that Kevin is a failure, Kevin comes home and screams at everyone, and its a big yell-a-thon. so i slink away, and i hear them all talking about me and how I don't want to be part of this family. No, really....NEWSFLASH PEOPLE!!! I hate these people who live in my house. I wish they would go away. I need to get out of this house tomorrow, I can't stand it. I think I'll go steal a car and lisenced adult and drive away. I'd like to so badly. I haven't talked to Michele today. I'm going to go draw or something. The end.

They say freak
When you're singled out
The red
It filters through

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:02 PM

Blogger,

WOO HOO go Rufio!!!!
So yeah, the end of today was great. the last of the drama came and went, I hope at least. Sophia came to me crying "Why did you break up with Kerry!!!" It was cute...until she punched me and called me an oaf. Poor Sophia, she was so emotionally invested in our relationship that i broke her heart too. I'm sorry Sophia. So when I came home i talked to Michele for 3 hours straight, and I drew her a picture. I'm going to draw more. I have to. Its what I do

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:22 PM

Blogger,
Well, aren't I the daring one. Second update from school, I could be getting 5 demerits for this. So today wasn't too bad, I had 2 lunches, and had sooo much ice cream. :-) Fr. Byrnes is a cool guy. I have play practice after school, so it looks like I won't be able to win the chess tournament. Haha yeah right. Theres some sort of endless rain storm going on, this is so not cool. I guess its a good thing i brought my super cool yellow rain jacket. Kerry is laughing at me right now. I think we're cool. I am anyway. I'm not mad at her or Carolyn, not at all. Its the girl thing to do, they're not supposed to be able to keep secrets from other girls. So, i've totally forgiven them. As a peace offering i gave Carolyn fruit pies. Yeah, I got apple sauce. Good day. I guess I'm done, my Independant-do-nothing is almost over, and I need a book to read over this long weekend. I will probably write more when I get home tonight. Good Bye.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 1:27 PM

Good Morning Blogger,
I'm in keyboarding at school. I'm all finished with my powerpoint show, so I figured I'd update. Theres only like 15 class days left for us, I believe. The seniors are done today. They all got their yearbooks and everything this morning. "OH my gosh!!! graduation and the future!!! oh man!!!" There was my sappy sentimental moment for the day. So carolyn was all crying and Kerry = way awkward. I want today to be over. Theres the chess tournament after school. I'm so excited. Later Blogger.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:10 AM

Blogger,
Since I hate writing pissed off entries, I'm going to think positively while i take this quiz. I shisted from Michele.

[ .001. ] Name: Stephen
[ .002. ] Gender: Male
[ .003. ] Age: 16
[ .004. ] Birthday: February 14th
[ .005. ] Height: 5' 7"
[ .006. ] Hair color: Black
[ .007. ] Eye color: Brown
[ .008. ] Zodiac sign: Aquarius
[ .009. ] How many languages do you know: English, Spanish
[ .010. ] Piercings you have: None
[ .011. ] Tattoos you have: None

? S C H O O L ?
[ .012. ] Are you still in school: Yes
[ .013. ] Favorite grade: First
[ .015. ] Favorite teacher: Gilmore
[ .016. ] Least favorite teacher: Cully
[ .017. ] Favorite subject: Math
[ .018. ] Least favorite subject: Math
[ .019. ] Most humiliating moment: That time I trusted girls.

? F A V O R I T E ?
[ .020. ] Number: 2,694,502.5993
[ .021. ] Tv show: I don't watch TV
[ .022. ] Vegetable: Brocolli
[ .023. ] Fruit: Strawberrys
[ .024. ] Movies: Endless Waltz, Vampire Hunter D
[ .025. ] Candy: Anything chocolate
[ .026. ] Ice cream flavor: Vanilla, plain and simple
[ .027. ] Color: White
[ .028. ] Season: Summer
[ .029. ] Holiday: Earth Day.
[ .030. ] Thing in your room: My 2 Wings of Redemption Spawn's
[ .031. ] Place to be: In the ocean
[ .032. ] Food/drink: Chicken.
[ .033. ] Fast food: Spare me
[ .034. ] Restaurant: Chicken or the Egg down in LBI
[ .035. ] Time of day: 3:52 am.
[ .036. ] Country: Madagascar
[ .037. ] State: North Dakota
[ .038. ] Car: '94 Ford Bronco
[ .039. ] Word: Habitual...>tee hee<
[ .040. ] Month: August

? T H I S OR T H A T ?
[ .041. ] Rock or rap: Rock
[ .042. ] Rock or pop: Rock
[ .043. ] Rock or r&b: Roth
[ .044. ] Hot or cold: Hot
[ .045. ] Winter or summer: Summer
[ .046. ] Spring or fall: Spring
[ .047. ] Football or basketball: Basketball
[ .048. ] Inside or outside: Inside
[ .049. ] Tattoos or piercings: Tatoos
[ .050. ] Coke or pepsi: Coke
[ .051. ] Tall or short: Short girls, tall guys

? H A V E / W O U L D Y O U E V E R . . ?
[ .052. ] Been in love: I thought I was, but I apparently wasn't
[ .053. ] Cried when someone died: I can't cry.
[ .054. ] Lied: Yes
[ .055. ] Lie to your parents: Many a time
[ .056. ] Been to a concert: Dave Matthews, and Rufio x2
[ .057. ] Talked back to an adult: Everyday
[ .058. ] Got pulled over: Nope
[ .059. ] Broke a law: Can you say klepto?
[ .060. ] Given money to a homeless person: Once
[ .061. ] Tried to kill yourself: Yes, but ODing on ice cream isn't lethal. (I had to find out somehow)
[ .062. ] Cried to get out of trouble: Nope.


? P R I V A T E ?
[ .063. ] Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no
[ .064. ] Do you want one: no
[ .065. ] Have you ever been in love: Once again, I thought I was, but apparently I'm not the judge of my emotions.
[ .066. ] Who was your first kiss: Ha.
[ .067. ] How many hearts have you broken: Three, Including my own twice.
[ .068. ] How many people broke your heart: One...over and over and over again.

? YOUR FRIENDS../AQUINTANCES?
[ .069. ] Best friend: Jerry
[ .070. ] Known longest: Amy
[ .071. ] Wish you talked to more: Amy
[ .072. ] Wish you saw more: Amy
[ .073. ] How many friends do you think you have: 2
[ .074. ] Who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Jerry
[ .075. ] Craziest: Mallory
[ .076. ] Loudest: Carolyn
[ .077. ] Shyest: Danielle
[ .078. ] Best hair: Tim
[ .079. ] Can always make you laugh: Joey
[ .080. ] Best eyes: Michele
[ .081. ] Shortest: Little Danielle
[ .082. ] Tallest: Liz
[ .083. ] Nicest: Joey, the big softee ice cream cone.
[ .084. ] Easier to talk to: Ha. Girl, if you want everyone to know.

? W H A T D I D Y O U D O ?
[ .085. ] Last birthday: Amy's bowling extraveganza
[ .086. ] Thanksgiving: Grandpa's house
[ .087. ] Halloween: Trick-or-treating with my brother. I'm so popular
[ .088. ] Easter: Slept
[ .089. ] Valentine's day: I was hella sick.

? T H E L A S T . . ?
[ .090. ] Thing you ate: Ravioli
[ .091. ] Thing you drank: Tea
[ .092. ] Place you went: School
[ .093. ] Person you saw: Lendl
[ .094. ] Person you talked to: Michele
[ .095. ] Person you hugged: Nobody today, don't want to get stabbed in the back.
[ .096. ] Person you laughed with: Lendl

? O P I N I O N S?
[ .097. ] About flag burning: Why burn a flag?
[ .098. ] Of the war on terrorists: Play video games, arabian ass holes.
[ .099. ] About abortion: Pro-choice. Yeah, so what if I go to a catholic school.
[ .100. ] Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: In Boston
[ .101. ] Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Amy

? F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S ?
[ .102. ] I want: Girls to die. Except maybe Michele and Amy.
[ .103. ] I wish: I was cool.
[ .104. ] I miss: Amy
[ .105. ] If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would you eat: Chicken
[ .106. ] Do you remember any of your dreams: All of them.
[ .107. ] Can people read you like a book: I wear my heart on my sleeve like a high school letter.
[ .108. ] Do you talk a lot: Not anymore.
[ .109. ] Are you spoiled: Somewhat.
[ .110. ] Are you anti-social: If that means "do you hate people", then yes.
[ .111. ] Do you see dumb people: Always. Death is the only cure for the stupid.

So thats it. I got cynical towards the end, I'm sorry.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 6:58 PM

Blogger,
Boy do I feel betrayed right now. I can't talk to anyone without fear of them telling everyone else anything. Either someone is lying to my face, or off somewhere selling me out. Thanks for nothing guys. Actually, I should be saying girls, because thats where all my problems are originating. I totally have given up on girls. Forever. As of right now, I've no desire to ever speak to anyone ever again. I'm so pissed off. Today was going so good too. Just so theres no confusion, I'm mad at Kerry because she doesn't believe anything I say, I'm mad at Carolyn because she can't keep a secret, and I'm mad at melissa because I can't talk to her. No, I don't like Michele, I only talk to her online. There it is in black and white. So if you have anything to say about any of this, you can just shove it because I don't care. I give up. I'm done.

Wake up engage now derailed and enraged
it used to be so easy
get up I'm game now I'm sick and I'm tame counting cost with lost
where is the hope they gave
and don't think that I can't hear you laugh
I used to be a lot like you but now I'm only me
I used to be a lot like you but now I'm only me I'm only me

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 6:28 PM

Blogger,
Well today was one of the most eventful days I've had in a long while. First, dad Kevin and I woke up early and went out to breakfast at the Goshen Diner. I love french toast. Then we went to the mall to see Bruce Almighty. It was a good movie, but they showed all the best parts in the commercials. While at the mall, I went into Suncoast, and i bought THE coolest thing ever. The new Spawn line came out, Spawn Reborn, and they remade Wings of Redemption Spawn with the devil wings. So I bought it, and now i have both versions of WOR Spawn. I also pre-ordered The Animatrix. Oh man, I can't wait for that. June 3rd. I'm so excited. So, then we came home, and I decided to assume control of the digital camera i bought for my parents for Christmas last year, because they haven't even touched it. So I took pictures of everything in my room and all the pages of my sketch book. They're all on the compy, and my new project is going to be making a website for them all to go on. Exciting, no? If you are really anxious about it, and can't wait, I can send you the pictures over Instant Messager. But otherwise you have to wait. I'm really tired, and i still have homework to do, so he endith the tale of May 26, 2003.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:27 PM

Hero of the day:

http://www.generation.nl/~hitoshi

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:34 PM

Blogger,
Fun day, dad BBQ-ed, but nobody i invited over could come. Boo!!! Only Danielle came, but it was ok, because I love her and we had fun and she is really good at Yu-gi-oh. Whoa momma. Haha. She just left. We were playing manhunt, and Jimmy was going all-out. He was wearing all black and everything. So today was very fun. Tomorrow I want to see Bruce Almighty. Boo-Yah. It looks really good. I feel like I'm writing like a two year old right now for some reason, I don't know. I love Pink Floyd. I listen to old albums in the basement. Holler. Peace out.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:30 PM