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[Saturday, June 07, 2003]

Blogger,
Good day. I went to Danielle's to study for the many regents we have to take. We did a global and an earth science regents, and that was the end of that. Then we played Scrabble and watched House on Haunted Hill. Then dad let me drive, we went to the mall and saw The Italian Job. Awesome movie, for serious. Definitely worth seeing again. "You can't shut down the real Napster" "I don't mess with mother nature, mother-in-laws, or mother friggin ukrainians." Great movie. So I'm done for today, tomorrow I get to go driving again. score. I have so much freakin homework to do tho, I don't know how I'm going to get all the spanish done. I'm really afraid I won't. Oh well. Good night.

Mood: Great
Music: Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:31 PM

Blogger,
Oh wow, I totally forgot to write last night. I'm such a failure. So yesterday was a great day, Joey Phil and I went to the comicbook store after school and bought a thousand Magic cards. (It was a half day) We went to McDonalds and then to their house...STILL didn't watch The Animatrix, but we played Magic for like 6 hours. I got some shway noice cards, Day of the Dragons. Amazing. Coupled with the efects of Overrun and Saproling Symbiosis, its crazy unstoppable. For real. So that was yesterday, and now i'm off to live today, which i will not forget to write about later on tonite.

Mood: Happy
Music: Incubus - Out From Under

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 11:52 AM

Blogger,
Today was another great day for Stephen. I don't know why, but for the third day in a row i was extatic. Today after school I stayed after and i saw The DG and The Oburn. The DG signed my Yearbook all over the place. I love it so much. She signed the cover in gold painty pen, its so noice. She also wrote an entire page. Good stuff. So the yearbook is going to get retired to shelf #1 pretty soon. I think only amy has to sign it, and its done. Good stuff. I only have 7 more class days left. I'm so excited. 5 Finals w00t w00t. The year is so close to being over, I'm so excited. Well, its late and I've been tired lately so good night Blogger.

Mood: Happy
Music: None right now actually...

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 10:12 PM

Blogger,
Good day. We got yearbooks, I stayed after for drama. I came home and watched The Animatrix. I talked to Michele for hours. Mom prank called me from work. I need to go to sleep now. I promise tomorrow I'll write something interesting. I swear.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:18 PM

Blogger,
Today was a huge improvement over yesterday. I was so happy all day, and I really don't know why, but things were finally going my way. I found my math books, I got the Animatrix, I got a Wolverine Origins comic, and alot of stuff was just good good good. I had 40 minuites of lunch, I watched a movie in 2 classes, I got alot of spanish done, and I ownzored Joey Casabona in Magic. I didn't talk to Kerry, and sources say she never wants to speak to me again. Oh well, I thought we could be friends, but apparently thats not what she wants. If she's happy with never speaking to me again, so be it. I'm so done with girls. I swear I'm never going to fall in love again, and I couldn't be happier.

Blink and you miss
Everything
Keep one of your eyes
Open at all times

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:24 PM

Blogger,
I'm in such a mood right now I don't know if I can go five more seconds without killing something. Today was so frustrating you have no idea. Actually, it began with last night and stupid Kerry. She still can't accept the fact that we are broken up, I don't like her, but I don't like anyone else. I don't want a girlfriend. I thought I did, but I DON'T. So I went to sleep pissed off, and I woke up still mad. Today was horrible too, first, stupid Marty played me on the bus with his stupid gravity bind deck he ordered off the stupid internet. Cheating bastard. I get to school, and realize I had all this homework. Great, so now I've got to scramble to get it done. That didn't happen. I've handed in no homework in religion in the 4th quarter, so I'm screwed. Someone stole my math books, calculator and all, so I'm screwed for math too. great. I love it, I abso-fucking-lutely love it. Theres 10 class days left before exams, and Mrs Ross decides NOW to give us this HUGE assignment on Hamlet. FUCK YOU!!! I don't want to do it!!! This is so stupid, we have to do a commercial using vocabulary words from the workbook, we have to rewrite the stupid "To be or not to be" speach AND present it in front of the class, and we have to do a third project too, something about a psychiatrist. I was planning on making my to be or not to be thing something poetic about "love" but of course she read CJ Casciotta's from last year which is exactly the way I would have written mine, and everyone laughed and was like "how stupid". So it looks like I'll be writing mine on "To play tennis or not to play tennis" Shit. I'm in a cursing bad mood. Mrs. Cully said something to me, I don't even remember what, but I was mad enough to punch her out. Its a good thing i was sitting down or I'd have knocked her out. There are so many people I'd like to kill right now. Also, today Mrs. Decrosta yelled at me for "skipping the academic awards ceremony." Haha, yeah, thanks for inviting me, you stupid dyke. Zero went right today. I just wish people could accept what is, for real. My "Love Life" is over. Metaphorically, right now I'm standing at a crossroads, and every path has a "Dead End" sign at the end of it. Thats all!!!! Erg. I seriously want to kill something right now. The stupid academic awards dinner is tonite, and like 4 people from tennis are going, including myself. this will be fun. Fuck. I'm so sick of this stupid shit. I really should go track down my brother because he's MIA again, but I just can't seem to care. Shit, if my mom doesn't come home in like an hour, I can't go to the dinner. I doubt she even remembers it. Dammit. I'm so done. I just want to leave. The End. Game Over.

I am 53% Tortured Artist

Art is significant in my life, people are scum but I have the capicity to deal with it. Give it a few more years and I will either forget about art or hate the world.

Take the Tortured Artist Test at fuali.com

Well, I'm more tortured artist since last time i took that quiz...I still don't know what a tortured artist is, but I've been called it so...yeah.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 3:58 PM

Blogger,
The end of the long weekend has come finally. Blah. As much as I hate being home here, I really don't want to go back to school. I can't freaking stand my brother any more. He's so rediculously stupid and immature its getting sad. I hate how people make bad decisions right after i tell them not to. Bah. I can't control anything, and I guess I'll have to accept that. Today was very unsuccessful. I hate the internet.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:05 PM

Blogger,
So Joey and I are starting a joint blogger, entitled Alpha and Omega. Its just kinda there right now, no real content. You can see it at http://www.apocalypticmanifesto.blogspot.com and you can see the future banner by clicking "banner" over on the nav bar. I hate the internet tho, nothing works together, its so depressing. I'm going to go finish some spanish work now, I'll update again later peeps.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 1:54 PM