[Penny for my thought ]

[Friday, December 05, 2003]

Blogger,
I almost forgot to write. Today was bad. It was really cold, and the impending snowstorm had everyone on edge for one reason or another. They let us out of school at 12:00, which is during my lunch period. Kerry gave me a note, and I didn't read it until I was on the bus. According to it, her and TJ have had a thing for like ever, and he asked her out. This really bothered me, partially because I still have a thing for her, and also because I just don't want her to see anyone else. It's so hard for me everyday to have to go to school and see all my friends with someone all the time. Today Melissa and Matt made out right in front of me. That hurt. I wish I was him sometimes. I want to be closer to her. I'm just lonely I guess.

Mood: Lonely.
Music: Yellowcard - Starstruck

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 11:38 PM

Blogger,
Sorry I forgot to write yesterday. I went shopping with Amy. We went to the Galleria. After getting Wendy's, we went pro-shopper. I got almost all my Christmas shopping done. I just have to get something for Carolyn and Kerry. I was going to get them robots (gundams) but Kay Bee was out of stock. I got Melissa the Lion King special edition DVD, and Joe Galbo this sex toy thing from Spencers for him and Carolyn, those kinky little children. I got some lotion thing for Toni at Victoria's Secret, Chocolate for Krista at Lindt, the Snake Eyes/Storm Shadow 2-pack for Kevin, and this Atari game thing for my dad. I Also bought some Yu-Gi-Oh cards for Marty and Lendl. Now all I need to get still is something for Danielle, Meghan, and maybe The Conor. On the bus ride home today I taught Danielle to play magic. I was really surprised at how quickly she caught on. So now she's the only girl I know who's actually good at video games, and knows how to play magic. I think I might fall in love with her again. No, I won't. I don't know what I'm doing with the whole girls thing right now. The Semi-formal is January 10th, and the tickets are going on sale next week, so I need to get a date. Saturday is Melissa's party thing, and Jeanette is going to be there, so if she's cool and I like her I might ask her to it. Otherwise, I don't know who I would go with. I don't want to go without a date because it's going to be pretty much all couples. So if Jeanette turns out to be a total teeny bopper, or a ditz, or if I just hate her, I suppose I'll ask Danielle, get rejected, and stay home. Bed time now.

Mood: Blah.
Music: The Doors - The End

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 9:00 PM

Blogger,
My arm hurts and I don't feel like writing. Peace out.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:00 PM

Blogger,
I had two gyms, and they're redoing the locker rooms so I got a lung full of powdered cement. I've been hacking all day. I didn't get the Scarlet Letter for english, so I got a zero for today. Tomorrow is Magic day so I made three all-new decks. I believe Everwood is a repeat today. I want to have an Ironman Magic Competition. Thats the one where when a card is sent to the graveyard, it's ripped into little tiny pieces. Good stuff. I have much homework to do.

Mood: Bleh.
Music: Dave Matthews Band - Grey Street.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:06 PM

Blogger,
Today was one of those days where I knew everything that was going to happen, and none of it was in my favor. I quit my job today. He wasn't mad or anything. It was chill. When my dad picked me up I told him what I did and he gave me the speech about how I'm a good for nothing, blah blah blah. We went to Winn and I asked about the job and the guy was like "Not now." You can imagine how happy pops was. He was ready to murder me. So we came home, I chilled in my room, and now I'm blogging. I'm suce a failure lately. I really should be doing chem work. I have three packets to do, and I havent even started them. I'm such a failure. I'm going to bed. This week is going to suck. I can feel it.

Mood: Chewing gum.
Music: Air - Playground Love.

---Me
[Posted by Stephen] at 8:22 PM